Dangerously in Love | | Mattia Polibio

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"Cynthia?"
I said seeing her stand in front of the door holding the bouquet of flowers and bag of snacks I got for y/n

She just looked at me smiling after she smelled the roses

"what are you doing here?"
I said

"you don't remember? I said I was going to come visit you here when I met you at the party in la?"
She said and I just looked at her confused

"it's fine. I love the roses and candy you got me"
She said smiling

I heard y/n chuckle

I looked back seeing her sitting on the bed looking at me

"y/n it's not-

She cut me off

"don't even start Mattia. You know I shouldn't have saved your ass that day you first came in this neighborhood. I should have just let bouncer and them beat you guys"
She said walking away heading for the door

"no wait baby"
I said grabbing her hand but she moved it as soon and I touched her

"don't fucking baby me! That whole "baby" shit is so stupid! Don't ever call me that again and don't follow me don't touch me don't talk to me and don't even fucking make eye contact with me"
She said walking to the door

"Y/n please"
I said standing there and she looked back at me

"you know this is probably a good thing. Because before I met you I was this ruthless emotionless girl who could hit anyone without caring. And then you showed up. And I started to feel something. Mattia I can't even hit you now. I want to but my body says no. And we're back to the old y/n. The one everyone was so afraid of. And to think I actually loved you. To think I was actually going to say I love you back. But I guess every bad person loses the people they love the most. Let's just hope you don't end up like Emily and I have to visit your grave to talk"
She said and my eyes began to water

"please"
I said while tears fell down my cheeks into the floor and my voice cracked

"he's all your Cynthia. I don't want him"
She said to Cynthia and looked at me with anger in her eyes before walking away

~Y/n~
Why am I feeling like this?! Why am I feeling sad?! I don't like this feeling! I hate this feeling! It's so stupid to feel sad! I hate being sad! That's in my past! If he wants her then he can have her. And to actually think I was actually starting to love him?And he loved me? Funny. Funny to think someone could love me.

I walked downstairs after I told Cynthia she could have him and it took all the strength I had to not punch her right in the face. And the not hit Mattia

"You okay?"
Diego said getting up from the couch and so did mark

"great"
I said sarcastically

"what happened?"
Mark said

"Cynthia came for Mattia. He bought her flowers and everything"
I said forcing a smile

"and you didn't beat them?"
Alyssa walked out with Jaz Alejandro and Kairi

"what's the point? All that's gonna do is give them a couple cuts and bruises"
I said

"y/n are you okay?"
Kairi said concerned

"Y/n I need to talk to you!"
Mattia said from upstairs