QUIEN ERES, AMOR MISTERIOSO. - (Sinners Series #2).

CHAPTER 34

"Also everything that we experienced and what we are experiencing is always a lesson to teach us, because everything that happens has a reasons and a purpose. And that is always a lesson learned for all of us. God will never put us into a situation that we can't win, sometimes He makes or draw a line road way that eyes can't see, ear can't hear, and body can't feel. But only our soul, heart, and mind can see because it is something that are invisible in our insights. And we will be able to see it close eyes when we have a strong relationship to God and when we always have faith, belief, and always put our trust, surrender everything even our life, our self, and soul to Him."

For the first time. My heart was beating so fast that it was as if someone was knocking and wanted to enter, that suddenly I could no longer speak as if someone was asking me if all I had to answer was 'Yes' or 'no'. but I don't know why I suddenly felt it, maybe I was just tired. But no, because it was as if someone was touching my heart. But I was afraid to accept and open the door.

I just want to breathe a fresh air and watch the trees and their leaves go with the wind and some of their leaves fall on to the ground. But this what happens.

"Khiella, He knows everything in you, your pain and all your cries, God is just waiting for you to come to him. Repent, confess everything and your sins, and accept him then you will never be a loser nor a slave of darkness."

I stood up and walk away from him. I felt like I am going to cry, so I hurriedly walk just to got home as soon as possible. I'm still not finally got home, I met Eman with a basket and grocery shopping. He looked at me and smiled but I immediately averted my eyes and went straight inside the house and immediately went up the stairs to the bedroom.

Ezriel is in his office here at his house busy doing all the work from home. He doesn't even know I go outside.

I didn't realize that my tears were already dripping, I didn't realize that I was crying for a reason I couldn't understand. I feel mixed. I just kept crying until I fell asleep because of tiredness of crying.

I just woke up because of the sound of the cellphone ringing. So I opened my eyes and for a moment stared at the ceiling and felt myself, my chest was still heavy because of that, but I didn't want to think about it. The cellphone rang again just near me. So I looked at it, Kries Mae was on its screen and calling.

I grab it and press the answer button.

"Hello"

I was going to respond but the call suddenly ended. I just shrugged and checked the time, and it's already 7:15 pm.

I got up to the bed and went to the bathroom to pee and walk out of the bedroom after then went downstairs.

I caught up with Ezriel who was cooking with the maids. I just watch him do what he does. And I seem to enjoy just watching him. I don't understand but I'm happy that I just secretly loved him. it's even better because I'm afraid he'll find out. I also don't want to be lose again. I stopped staring at him as he turned around. That's why I immediately pretended that as if I was just got here from upstairs.

I walk towards them. All the maids greeted me and they leave us alone.

"Are you Hungry now?. I can prepare this for you."

I shook my head and sat down on the high chair and just watched what he was doing.

"Okay, so wait for this. It will be done just for a moment to wait"

He said then I nodded. We did the usual routine every night as we ate our dinner and sleep after.

I woke up in the morning very early. It's 4:05am, I turned to the side of the where Ezriel sleeping peacefully. I slowly touch his hair to brush it, and then touch his soft face.