Happy Holidays guys!! ☻
94 mixtape track list.
Regina Spektor - fidelity (cover)
Ellie goulding (cover) all I want (kodaline)
Nirvana-All apologies
Ed Sheeran - one (live)
I'm in here - sia
Twenty one pilots (cover) - can't help falling in love
Stone temple Pilots - Interstate love song
Latch - kodaline (cover)
Lana del Ray - without you
Therapy - all time low
One republic - come home
All time low - dead
Lana del ray - ultraviolet
Interstate love song
Not about angels - birdy
Asleep - the smiths
Monster - Meg Myers
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*just casually writes fanfiction during class*
"Boyfriend?" Ashton he says for the tenth time in the row. He takes in the long drag as I look at him with the same expression I've had on my face since, Nathan, Nathan the liar, came and talked to me.
"And you believe that lunitic?" he says aloud as he exhales the smoke.
I shake my head and put my hand on my arm as Ashton leans his back against the railing of the balcony . "No, I dont. All he did was stutter on and on about saying he was sorry."
Ash raises his eyebrows as i shrug
"He started crying after twenty minutes though." I say shrugging pretending I didn't believe him, even though a big part of me did.
"The pussy started crying? Oh god," Ashton says as he laughs throwing his head back as he clapped his hands together.
And I furrow my eyebrows "Oh for fucks sake Belle, you actually believe him?" Ashton asks
"Well, apart of me does." And with that he groans "But, I think I've known him as something else, not like a boyfriend.." I trail off, its that, that feeling I get that I try to hold onto, like lost thoughts "but there's this guy h-he" I struggle to speak out "that keeps coming back to my thoughts, I dont know what he looks like but I know he's tal-" and Ashton stops me right there
"That's sorta me too." he says huffing. "There was this girl, it was her long blonde hair that was always in my memories, I dont know why, but I could never picture her face." Ashton takes a long moment before taking the in the cigerette once again.
"How long have you been here?" I ask him as his face is still looking down at the ground
He doesnt reply, but sighs
"I dont know." He says "I have no fucking clue, alright!?" He yells and I flinch at his sudden rage but I stay quiet "I lost count after 4 months, god knows how fucking long I'll be here! It's always the fucking same. 'you'll be out soon' they say, but when the hell is soon?!" He yells even louder as he throws his cigerette down the balcony
