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tangina. my thoughts are consuming me. again.

"Akala ba namin tapos ka na sa... diyan?" chaeyeon said, sipping her coffee.

we all finished our classs, at andito kami sa branch ng coloriz café. galing, no? may branch na sila near our university. parang dati lang, dati lang. haha. ayoko na balikan yun.

"Saan?" tanong ko.

i continued to eat my cake. nagsscroll rin ako through my social media, specifically sa comments ng mga tao sa posts ko.

"Overthinking, you know, 'her'." chaewon butted in.

at oo nga pala. short-haired na si chaewon, and chaeyeon got a haircut. many were surprised at their change. mga 3 years rin nila minentain yung ganong look.

pero ako? wala.

just my attitude.

"At paano mo nasabi? Tsaka please, sabi ko sainyo you can say her name na." sagot ko.

"Baka nakakalimutan mo, Won. Magkakasama tayo nung sabay tayong broken. Kabisado na tayo niyan. Ang pagkakaiba lang, 4 years yung iyo-"

hinampas ko siya ng pabiro at nagtawanan naman silang lahat.

it became a joke among us nalang. it stayed that way.

even though, hanggang ngayon. hanggang ngayon pa rin naman talaga.

"Fuck you, gago. Wag na natin yun pag-usapan, please?"

"Ano gusto mo pag-usapan? Ex number 5, 10, or yung 14?"

and there.

i tried to date a lot of people. pero hey, i'm not an asshole. i just tried. di ko pinaglaruan, i'm just there for the company. yung feeling. pang-panakip butas.

"Si Yuri, gusto mo?" pabalik kong tanong sakaniya.

they broke up.

last year. they've been good friends since, pero halata namang gusto pa rin nila yung isa't isa. the look in their eyes stayed the same.

they still love each other.

at ngayon? ayon. di na kami nagugulat kung biglang magpapaalam si yena na aalis daw sila ng silang dalawa lang.

"Si Sakura nalang kaya, no?" asar pabalik ni yena.

kanino pa ba yun magpopoint-out, diba? kay chaeyeon lang naman.

i bet a lot are excited.

"O, ano? Wag yung girlfriend ko, hoy."

kinilig rin naman ako don. at ayon, naghampasan kami.

all of us rooted for them. sa eunpokpok, sila lang siguro yung nagkaron ng matinong experience.

but that's what we thought nung una.

eunbi also liked sakura. she admitted that to us nung naginuman kami before. and ayon, nagkaaway-away sila, pati na rin kami.