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TRIGGER WARNING:
self-harm.

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after 5 years.
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wonyoung

"Wonyoung, tapos ka na sa lunch mo? Tara, sabay-sabay na tayo pumunta sa class."

sa gulat, napatingin ako bigla sa tumawag sa akin.

si chaeyeon, along with chaewon and yena.

we all chose the same course and school. kaya eto kami ngayon, still friends after high school.

of course, we chose performing arts.

a lot had been curious about our circle. kung nasaan na daw kami. if we still hang out. and yes, we still do.

pero once a month nalang halos minsan. at sa mga gala na yon, minsan, incomplete.

excluding the 2, of course. at laging may wala dahil magkakaiba ang schedules namin.

yuri wanted to pursue music. but instead, her parents forced her to study law. so andun siya, along with eunbi. hitomi, hyewon, and nako all chose engineering. and sakura was the only one who took med.

a lot happened in 5 years.

we had relationships, break-ups, and sometimes we lost track of each other.

pero ngayon, we're more than okay.

at ako? kailan pa ba ako naging okay?

i never moved on. i accepted the fact na hindi na talaga kaya.

pero hanggang ngayon, i always felt na, dapat ako yung nandon. dapat ako yung kasama niya. it's always that. hindi nawala sa isipan ko yon. because i know i really should've.

every night, in 2 years, i cried. at nung natitirang 2 years, onti-onting nababawasan.

and in those 5 years, hindi man lang namin sila nakita. pumupunta man sila dito, they're always here for business at dahil sa school nila.

pero, hey. we're still friends. nagchachat pa rin kami sa gc namin.

and we completely understood their situation.

except siguro sa akin.

because i still follow her accounts.

at nakikita ko pa rin yung tweets niya.

she goes on a lot of trips with minjoo, and one time she even went home. sa bahay nila.

at sobrang lapit lang nun sa amin.

so why didn't she even bother to go? is she that busy to not even say hi, at least? sobrang busy ba siya na panoorin yung fiancée niyang kumain? magluto? kasi yun yung nakikita ko sa posts niya. all the same. puro minjoo.

at ganon ba siya katakot pa-

"You're zoning out nanaman. Nasa tapat na tayo ng room." sabi sa akin ni chaewon.