His Little Prince (Changlix fanfic/Smut)

Chapter 7

once felix was asleep, changbin moved to sit opposite jae.

"so whats up."

jae smiled slightly.

"i would've never seen myself about to open up to you, but i kinda have nobody else."

"thats okay, tell me whats wrong."

"so, im kind of struggling, seeing what haneul did, its messing with my head, and i helped felix, but now i cant stop thinking about the possibility that he might come back, and yes, felix will be in danger, and i would help protect him, and anyone else that would be put in danger by haneul, but he will definitely, without a doubt kill me, and i cant stop thinking about it." jae sighed.

changbin nodded, jae was waiting for changbin to say something, but he could tell that jae hadn't fully opened up.

"keep going, vent it all, everything thats wrong, dont keep any of it to yourself."

jae took a breath.

"i feel a heavy, cold feeling of guilt, everything i put felix through, even after haneul the first time," jae started to tear up, shocking changbin significantly "and i guess i was just naive, haneul saved my sister, so i owed him, and when haneul got into trouble over his drugs, he blamed me before they could do anything, so instead of him taking a beating, i took it, and it fucked me up, i couldnt be mad at haneul, because if it wasnt for him, my sister would be dead, and i guess i wanted someone to blame for what haneul did, and felix was such an easy target, and by blaming felix, i felt like the blame haneul put on me was gone, and it wasnt, and i was such a dick to him, i hurt him so much, he didnt deserve it, and every time i look at felix, i remember the time he was sat on the floor of a corridor in school, his nose bleeding and soaked from his water, and i did that."

a tear slipped from jae's eye, and changbin was even more shocked, but kept a calm face.

"ive lost everything, the massive secret you know about me, is that i was in a gang, i worked for a fucking gang, you could've told everyone, but you didnt, yet i still ruined your relationship, ive seen you cry, not many people have a love like you have for felix, and i chose to try and fuck it all up, my dad is in that gang, he knows that i told you, and hes disowned me, my mom too, my sister has contact with me, but nobody knows, the people i called my friends turned away because the gang is their priority, i just have lucas, but since i live here, i cant see him, because of what he helped me do, i just feel like i have nothing left."

changbin nodded again, clearing his throat.

"i know you feel like youve lost everything, but truthfully, those people arent your real friends or family, therefore, youve lost nothing, you live here, so maybe, maybe, theres a chance, you could be friends with us, as long as this is the real you, youre the type of person we can warm up to, i understand, but both felix and i forgive you, i know it doesn't mean that it never happened, and you never did anything, but it means you can move on, you compensated for what you did when you saved his life, you should be so proud of yourself, for changing to this extent."

jae and changbin sat and talked, jae opened up for the first time, allowing changbin to see a completely different side to him, jae did have compassion, he did feel guilt, and there was no doubt in changbin's mind that jae really was sorry, changbin gave advice as best he could, offering comfort, until they were interrupted.

"daddy!" felix whined, sitting up.

changbin then realised that they had been talking for almost two hours.

"hey baby, come here a second." changbin smiled, patting his lap.

felix rubbed his eyes as he got up, wadding over and sitting on changbin's lap.

"baby, do you forgive jae for what he did to you?"

felix nodded without even thinking, looking at jae who was just smiling back.

"do you think you could give jae a hug? hes not feeling good, and your hugs are the best." changbin smiled, patting felix's thigh.

felix nodded again, slipping off changbin's lap and sitting next to jae, putting his arms around his neck, jae was shocked, he had never had physical contact with felix before, unless he was hurting him.

he smiled slightly, before slowly slipping his arms around felix, returning the hug.

it wasnt long, and felix eventually got anxious away from changbin, and climbed back onto his lap.

"another thing puppy, you know how sungie is your best friend?"

felix nodded, looking up at changbin.

"well, lucas is jae's best friend, and jae misses him, like you miss sungie, could lucas come and see jae?"

felix bit his lip, looking nervous, he was petrified that lucas would try to seduce changbin again, and he was scared of sex, after what haneul did, so he thought that changbin would want to sleep with lucas this time, because felix couldn't satisfy him.

"i wont let him hurt you felix, he wont even try, i promise." jae smiled.

felix looked up at changbin, unable to verbalise what he meant.

changbin knew what he meant and spoke for him.

"hes scared because lucas was interested in sleeping with me, and he doesnt want lucas to lust after me again." changbin explained.

jae chuckled.

"you dont need to worry about that felix, trust me."

felix nodded and waddled off to get his stuffed bunny.

"why wont he have to worry?" changbin asked with a small smile of slight relief himself.

"lucas and i are friends with benefits." jae smirked.

"o-ohh." changbin chuckled.

he was remembering when his sex with felix was meaningless too, then thinking abiut how maybe, it was never really meaningless.

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A/N
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