𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜

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I had no idea what I was gonna walk into when we got upstairs I had no idea what was planned.

Billies POV

I really hope y/n likes this I've been stressing over it all day.

I really hope y/n likes this I've been stressing over it all day

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When we walked into the room her face lit up.

"Awe baby it's so cute I love it"

"Really you do"

"Yeah why"

"Thank god I've been stressing over this for so long"

"No it's perfect, I couldn't imagine being anywhere else with you right now"

We lay down inside the fort and turn on random cute and funny movies, we eat a bunch of a snacks and and occasionally threw popcorn around like little kids.

I threw a pillow at y/n and acted like nothing happened

"You're so gonna pay for that"

"Oh am I"

Your POV

She came over to me and pushed me down and started tickling me which always gets to me.

Our laughs are filling the room till she stopped and just looked at me.

"What"

She didn't say anything she just leaned down and kissed me passionately.

I kissed her back and it turned into a hearted make out session

"Woah" I said as it ended.

She giggled lightly.

"Sorry that was really-

"No don't ever apologize for that I like it A LOT"

She looked at me with a smirk.

Billie leaned back down and kissed on my neck down to my chest

"Do you want to do this" she asked

"Yes"

Consent is key

She took my shorts off and kissed my thighs getting closer and closer

I ran my fingers through her hair and laid my head back

Feeling her hands roam my body I jump up

"Hey, you okay"

"I'm sorry, I can't do this"

"Was it something I did"

"No, no I'm just not ready"

"That's okay"

I sat up and I covered up. I feel like an idiot.

I've always wanted to have sex with her but something telling me I shouldn't...I don't know if it's from my past or that I'm technically a virgin

"Billie"

"Hmm" she sat looking at me

"I'm a virgin"

"So am I"

"You are" I question

"Surprised" she smiled

"You're just...really....woah"

"Thank you" she said laughing

"Y/n I seen bruises on your thighs...

"They're still there"

"They never go away"

"What do you mean"

"I have them too"

"You were"

"Multiple times"

"I'm so sorry"

"It's okay..it was always by guys so I've never had problems with girls"

"Mine was by a girl...I think that's why I freaked out"

Billie moved closer to me and looked at in the eyes

"Do you trust me"

"Yes"

"Are you lying"

"No"

"Do I respect you"

"So much"

"Do I make you feel happy"

"Everyday"

"I don't want to know who did that to you because I'd kill them"

I laughed but I don't think she's joking...

"I promise you with my life that I will never ever hurt you and I know everyone says that when they get into relationships but the fact that we've both been through a hard past with sexual experiences I can promise you I know how it feels and I know it can be scary"

"I understand what it feels like to let yourself go"

Don't cry don't cry don't cry

I didn't even blink

"We've been together for 7 months and 18 days and every second of everyday I have more and more love for you. There is never a day where I don't care for you and want to protect you"

"I am not like other girls. I will keep you safe and loved"

If I blink the tears let go...fuck

I pulled her into a hug and finally let my tears fall

"I'm sorry I ruined our night"

"No, don't do that. We're still getting to know each other it was too soon"

She hugged me tighter and it comforted me...I felt safe

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