Destiny

FIRE

YOONGI'S POV

Black! Everything is black. I slowly walked towards Yuri. But even before I could step into the room someone slapped me. Hard. The impact turned my head to the side and I stayed like that not daring to look up.

"IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU. YOU COULD HAVE SAVED HER. SHE LOVED YOU. YOU SAW HER JUMPING. WHY DIDN'T YOU DO ANYTHING YOU BASTARD!" Yuri's friend Jisoo yelled holding onto my collar and shaking me.

Tears ran down my cheeks. It's true. Everything is my fault. I should have saved her. Someone took Jisoo to the dining room. Practically dragged her. She yelled at me all the way till she disappeared. I couldn't focus on her I only focused on Yuri's photo. She was smiling brightly surrounded by white chrysanthemums. The same bright smile I fell for. The same sparkling eyes. The same dark hair.

I fell on my knees and sobbed. What else can I do? I won't be able to see her and that's all because of me.

If I told her how I felt sooner, If I told her how much I loved her, will she be still alive? Smiling with me? Holding hands? Kissing?

But no! I didn't tell anything and now I will die every day with the guilt of this. What's the point of life anyway when you don't have someone to love?

I stayed there kneeling and sobbing. I don't know how long. Some tried to make me get up, some pried me to eat. But all of them left after telling I'm too stubborn.

Finally, I collapsed. People rushed to me and some lifted me. They tried to take me out but I fought. I don't want to leave her. One young boy came and held me tight while others lifted her coffin. They are going to take her away! I will not let that happen again!

"No YURI.... DON'T LEAVE ME..... COME BACK....... I NEED YOU"

I sat straight. I was soaking wet. It all was a dream? A terrible nightmare. I jumped out of couch and rushed to my room. I sighed in relief when I saw her lying there.

I went towards her and sat on the floor near the bed. After that dream I don't want to leave her alone. I looked at her face. Cheeks pale, lips chapped, bags under her eye, cooling pad on her forehead. She really looks dead. I checked her temperature before changing the cooling pad. It was burning hot. How long did I sleep?

I took her hand slowly not wanting to wake her up. Her small fingers look almost blue and ice cold. I ran my finger up her arm. They were covered with scars. What is happening? Why does she have so many scars? Does she self-harm? Why was she going to die? What will happen if I was not there?

She is supposed to be happy. How can a bubbly one like her be so sad? I wouldn't believe she tried to kill herself if I didn't saw it.

I caressed her head. What was going inside this head? Did you think dying will solve whatever problem you had? How could you be so selfish? Why didn't you think about the people who love you? What about your parents? Your siblings? Your friends? What about me? I know you don't even like me. But I love you. To the point it hurt when I think of you

I felt so many things at once. Sad, rage, fear, slightly happy. Good thing I saw you or you'll be deep under water. I'm happy I could save you. Who made you do this. I feel really mad. Whoever did it, I'm going to kill them. What was happening at your life? To the point to give up your life? What if you do this again and I will not be there to save you? Will I lose you? I couldn't even think about it.

My mind was clouded with thoughts. I felt tired and cold but I didn't want to let go of her hand. I sat on floor in a comfortable position than before and rested my head near hers. She is beautiful even in this condition. I smiled a little before drifting off.

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I think I got you guys at the beginning *evil laugh* I can't promise you about a happy ending but it will not be like that level sad.

You always see the one side of a story and you predict the other side. But most of the time it's not how it looks like.

thank you for the amazing cover