Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 18

"It's fine. I'll made a promise to protect you from everything."

I said while, wiping my eyes "So, you don't hate me after, what I did at the party."

He grabbed my hand from my face and said with a small smile

"No, I don't hate. I never did...Are you ready to leave from here because, Dexter is looking for you too."

I stiffed softly and nodded my head and said

"Yeah, and I'm sorry I worried you guys and stuff. I have been to much trouble lastly."

He said while, wiping the rest of tears away "No, your no trouble...Your a normal teenager."

I chuckled and said "Your to nice to me, Jeremy."

He smile and said "I'm a weird teenager gentlemen I guess."

I tried to give him a smile but, I couldn't pull it off and I said

"Your not weird. Your funny and unique."

He smiled at me when, I said that...he then said "Thank you, Gwen."

I said while, he let go of me

"Ready to go?"

He nodded his head wrapped his arm around my waist and I leaned my head on his shoulder and we walked out of the park...To his house...Which was much better than my house. And I noticed that Dexter's car is in the drive-way of Jeremy's house. I have a feeling something bad is going to happen. Before, me and Jeremy go into the house. He stopped me and said  with a small frown on his face

"Hey, whatever Dexter says negative is because, he's either upset or worried and he is just being stupid, okay."

I nodded my head and said with a small sad smile

"Okay, thanks for the warning, Jeremy."

He nodded his head and leaded me to the door step of his beautiful home. He knocked on the door and it was answered by a completely ticked off Dexter. He glared at me and to tell you the truth I couldn't help but to finch under his cold glare. Jeremy said with surprised me

"Dude, cool it...Gwen, just been through something a moment ago." Jeremy moved me a side and gently move Dexter from the way to the house. Jeremy titled his head to the side and I took that as a signed I walked in with my head down. I feel like crap, stupid, and hurt. I found my way to the living room and I sat down on the couch with my hands covering my face. I was letting tears fall again...I'm really upset as you can clearly see. I stiffed and wiped my tears away while, Jeremy and Dexter walked in the living room. They both sat down next to me. I don't like anyone seeing me cry.  So, i used my sleeve to clean my tears and I got up and said

"Can I use the bathroom, please?"

Jeremy said with a frown on his face

"Yeah, upstairs, second door to your left."

I walked passed and said in a mere whisper

"Thank you." With that, I walked up the stairs and followed his direction just like he said second door on the left. I knocked first and heard no one so, I opened it and walked in the bathroom. I was surprised by the looks of it. I shut the door and slided down against it. I just cried out again, I covered my mouth to hid the noise.

~I'LL BE RIGHT BACK SO HERE IS A TASTE...I'M STILL ADDING MORE THINGS SO DON'T THINK THIS IS IT!!!~

I let the tears fall from my cheeks. I leaned my head against the door staring up at the ceiling thinking what I have just done tonight. To tell you the truth is I'm really upset with myself...How can I do such a stupid move like that I have pulled? I know that Dad can be stupid but, he is not that stupid or blind. Kevin was right. This must be the warning he was really talking about that no one can't fix but, just me or dad can fix. I bet I'll cave in first. After, what I did. I don't know what to do anymore. Just going to the football game and partying... just to hang out with friends. I did all of this just to feel like a regular teenager. I really can't say I don't regret it but, sometimes you can...Like I am. I should have said no. But, I really what to hang out and be normal and this is what happens.