Dear diary,
This week I have been gifted a few consecutive days off from work. I decided that I wanted to spend a majority of that time with my Niece.
Unfortunately she is mad at me because I told her that she could not watch a scary movie, as she is only 3 years old.
It hurts when someone tells you that they don't want you and that they hate you... I have felt this way far too many times in my life so far... But hearing it from her.. I feel so broken.. So empty inside...
I know that I didn't do anything wrong.. I know that I'm doing all that I can do... But damn it I really hate myself for not doing enough... For not trying harder.. For not being there...
Another piece of my heart is broken.. Another night to shed tears... Another reason to try harder an do better... Another source of my depression..
I'm sorry...
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Dear Diary...
SachbücherThis is my diary. Interpret as you will. Before you read on, you must know that some of the entries will be light and fluffy, but some will be very very dark... The only reason I am making this is so that I can vent free of judgment. I wrote two sto...
