The clouds quietly hide their feelings like I do, but really they want to pour out rain like I want to with my feelings. My future feels more like a deal than a marriage proposal. My heart is smashed to pieces, but all I can do is trust my creator. I feel like a living corpse. There's so many questions in my mind like will it be worth it? Nothing surprising that I was right, he didn't accept me for me but the fact that my other cousin's rejected him. I guess life played a cruel game, I feel like I'm playing a game of chess where I'm losing. Even words don't describe the way i feel, my smile is fake but no one knows.
