I feel like I am drowning, my heart and mind numb. I just am fed up of running around in the same painful cycle everytime. Every time I make myself believe things will get better but it's like getting no air into my lungs. There's no brightness and colour, just darkness all around as I am all on my own fighting the pain. It's like no one understands how I feel as I am told to toughen up, they're just words but they don't know how hard it is to actually do just that. I crumble to pieces all the time like a China doll who can't fight the bitterness of the situation.
