I want to go so far where no one can hurt me, misunderstand me or make me feel like I'm not good enough. I'm so tired of trying so hard but feeling like I'm getting no where, I wish my mum was here and things were simple like they used to be before. It's hard seeing others happy whilst I wait for my happiness, but because of going through so much in life I have doubts; insecurities and anxiety that I might not be able to keep my in laws and husband happy. At the moment, happiness and peace seem so far away as tears, fear and sadness are so close.
