It makes you grow too quick, having to deal with negativity but amongst it finding it positivity. It can hurt you so badly, you want to stop living sometimes but Allah is the one who tests you for some unknown blessing or reason. You can get so tired of the same cycle of people putting you down all the time that you so badly wish for happiness and for this to stop. After losing loved ones, you're scared to do a guidance prayer to see if your fiance is meant to be your spouse. Insecurities run deep and people make it worse by increasing them.
