It's like no matter what you do you're doubted and asked what are you doing ? These are the times I hate myself and can't wait to leave. Every day my heart hurts like it openly needs to grieve. Because I feel like never am good enough and my insecurities will get the best of me. No one knows how hard it is to have to grow up fast without your mother, she'd feel my pain like no other. I try to be strong but without her everything feels wrong. My heart hurts, this world makes me feel like a piece of dirt. 😭💔
