my mind feels so heavy

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Happy mother's day everyone.
Filled with stress about my university coursework, exam and my married life. Even when someone tells me it'll be ok, it does not help. I just feel so anxious, stressed, and I want to cry because I miss my mum right now. It would have been so helpful to have her here, I'd put my head on her shoulder and feel like all my worries are gone. Tomorrow is mother's day and I forgot because all it does is make me miss her more and realise that her absence is so painful. She'll miss my graduation and wedding. Tears flow from my eyes, thinking of how happy she would have been. I can see her smiling widely and hugging me, feeling pride.

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