I never thought there'd be negativity in my home as well as my family all scattered in the house doing their own thing. I feel lonely, I wish you were here mum and I could go back to the happy moments that we'd lived together. Today shocked me as it was meant to be a good day for celebration but it turned into sadness. I wish I could pour my heart out, there's so much going on. But I keep quiet as I want to keep peace in the house. All this is making me feel depressed and mentally low. I don't know what to do so I just keep tawakkul and pray to Allah to grant me patience and strength to ensure these tests, and that insha Allah better things will come soon for me.
