She feels so low, like she's been hit with a low blow. All these negative thoughts in her mind, she has to fight each day. She wants to run from herself and this big wide world. She battles with insecurity, failure and never feeling good enough. She questions whether she will ever find happiness. She lost her mum at a young age, always missing her. Some days are easier and some just too much. She hates having to depend on other's 'cos of her eyesight, feeling like a burden. She wants to help her father and be a son instead of a daughter, but there's too many barriers in her way. She worries too in this world and the next much about every little thing, may these tests be a shining light for her.
