I miss you so much, if you were here things would be so different. You'd support me, uplift me; reassure me everything will be ok and make me feel loved always. I feel like I've made a wrong lifelong decision, all I wanted was happiness but it seems like happiness and me don't go together. Tears are always a part of me flowing from my eyes to my cheeks like rainfall. Sometimes the pain is too much and gets the best of me, why can't I be strong; clever and make everyone happy? I am so emotionally exhausted, I just want to hide in a corner and not face anyone. No one will understand anyway, all they do is laugh at me; mock me and doubt me throwing me in the pit of suffocation.
