Supposed to be me

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Hey guys so I'm finally back with a chapter I have 2 more that I'm writing however one of them is actually based off a song so I don't really know which direction to take it but anyway I managed to find some of my old request but I don't know who's this was so if this was yours please let me know and I'll give you credit. Anyways this will be where Loki is in love with his best friend but she's getting married to someone else called Ben who's pic is up the top, hope yall enjoy and without further ado let's get on with the story 📖

"Omg Loki I'm so excited I honestly can't wait" y/n said jumping for joy.

My friend y/n was getting married I know exciting right well not for me. I've been In love with her for ages but she's never shown me any signs of showing that she loved me so I let her go and then she met her fiancé and now, well now I have to watch my best friend and love of my life get married.

"Loki............Loki can you hear me" she said snapping her fingers in front of my face

"Hmm yeah sorry I zoned out hehe"

"You okay loki?"

"Yeah of course I am I'm really happy for you" I said putting on the best fake smile I could.

"That's good thought you were gonna say you were feeling sick and had to go home" she said with a disappointed tone

"No of course not how could I miss your big day I wouldn't miss it for the world" I said giving her a real smile this time and hugging her as tightly as I could. I wish I didn't have to let go

"Okay well I better get into my dress I'll see you in a bit" she said straightening out my tie and walking out the room.

I slouched down on the couch. I needed to do something I couldn't watch the love of my life get married and do nothing about it, he doesn't even deserve her he's just ugh I just wish she would have chose me.

I stand up and walk over to Tony's door knocking on it.

"What's up reindeer games?"

"Not now stark I need your help" I said

"Okay sure come in" Tony said opening the door for me to step in.

"What's up frosty ☃️"

"Look I know this is a horrible thing but I love her I still do stark and I can't take this anymore I can't let her marry Ben (pic of Ben up top)  he's just not right for her I was supposed to be the one she chose..." I started rambling

"But she didn't. And I'm sorry loki I really am but you never let her know you loved her either and crashing her day that's not because you love her that's because you know you've lost again and now she is going to marry someone else, if you loved her you'd let her marry Ben I'm sorry loki"

"I know your right stark I'm sorry" I said hanging my head low

"Don't be reindeer games now go get out there" Tony said patting me on the back as I was walking out

He's right it would be selfish

30 mins later

I was seated in my seat 💺 waiting for y/n to walk down the isle, Ben had already walked down and was standing at the front. I was showing a fake smile to all the guests especially my father god I hate that oaf, however seeing Ben stood up there I had a pang of jealousy in my heart.

We were all asked to take our seats as the lights dimmed and music started playing. The doors slowly opened and as if in slow motion she walked out. God she was beautiful she had her light brown locks tied up in plats that spiralled around her head, she had dark red lipstick with dark purple eyeshadow and thick eyeliner however her blush was light, her dress was plain white with a few sequins and lace pieces in it she looked like a princes out of those cringey Disney movies but she was perfect.

She was half way down the isle before I locked my eyes with her gorgeous brown ones she smiled at me and in that moment I thought my heart stopped however I was brought out of my fantasy shortly after seeing her smiling at Ben her smile grew wider and she looked so much more happier.

She finally made her way down the isle her and Ben hugging as they haven't seen each other in two weeks; they were giggling like preschoolers and the sparkle in their eyes was something I could never compete with.

I wasn't really paying attention till I heart Ben start his vowels "dear y/n since the day I met you, you have melted my emo heart you have made my life so much better and I could never repay you for that so thank you so much" Ben said. Wow that was short.

She looked as if she was going to cry she opened her mouth to speak.

"STOP!" I shouted
Everyone looked at me

"Stop please don't do this I am so sorry I'm doing this I really am but hear me out here look y/n I love you with all my heart I have done since day one since I first laid eyes on you when we were ten and running around the place gardens picking on Thor and causing trouble, I know what I'm doing is selfish and horrible but please you have to re consider what your doing here. Ben could never love you like I do he could never treat you like I could I love you with all my heart and I always will till the day I die. You mean the world to me and I would even give up the tesserct for you I would give up a chance in Valhalla for you because you are my world and without you my world wouldn't turn it would be horrible but if you join me today leave all these people leave this life behind and come with me you will never regret it I can promise you that I really promise you that I love you y/n" I said pouring my heart out whilst she stared at me blank expression

"Loki I can't I'm sorry I loved you one pint in my life I really did but you never showed me anything so I lost hope and then Ben came along and my life has changed for the better good and I want nothing more than to marry Ben I'm sorry loki" she said looking down at me tears now in her eyes.

I ran. I turned around and ran crying out the wedding ignoring everyone shouting my name

What had I just done I may have just lost my best friend in the entire universe and all because i couldn't keep my stupid mouth shut god I'm so stupid.

I sat on a rock crying  before getting up and leaving I knew what I had to do and I knew where I had to go I'm just going to hide in the dark world no one will find me there

Okay yalls so that was prolly rubbish it was also very rushed so I do apologise for that but anyways so yesterday I posted a update and I said about re opening up my loki dirty whispers part two book and so far there have only been a few comments but they all said yes so I will be opening the book back up and the first chapter will be up on Thursday but for those of you who thought it was like this book it's actually just pictures with writing in them and then I'll write what they say at the bottom as well, sorry for those of you who thought it was going to be something longer it actually isn't I can give you an example now however it's actually for my other book so it's not loki but this is what it will look like

Okay yalls so that was prolly rubbish it was also very rushed so I do apologise for that but anyways so yesterday I posted a update and I said about re opening up my loki dirty whispers part two book and so far there have only been a few comments ...

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So this is what they will look like some of them are longer and some of them are shorter normally I would post what it says down here but this is just showing you guys what they are. Sorry if I disappointed yalls thinking that you were going to get another book like this however I barely have time to write a chapter here yet alone another book lol 😂 so I use these dirty whispers as it's something easy to do and it keeps people happy, sorry yalls hope you guys understand and I hope you enjoyed this chapter 😊

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