I wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him, placing soft wet kisses on the side of his face
"Lemme up" he put on his boxers then turned the lights on
"Aug?" I pulled the covers over my naked body confused about why he was now upset
Everything was fine lastnight when he got me from the airport we went to dinner, and we woke up this morning and made love so I don't understand
"What's wrong boo"
"You been gone for weeks about work, and that's all you wanna give me" he talked without looking at me
"What are you talking about boo" I kissed his soft lips but he didn't kiss back
"When I fuck you, I fuck you good I put everything into it... and you just lay there un phased"
"boo I'm just tired from that long ass flight" I ran my hands through my hair
"If I haven't seen you in weeks I don't care how I'm feeling, I'm still giving you everything in me.. you laying there like you forcing yourself to fuck me"
"That's not true august like I said I'm just tired okay"
"Stop bullshitting!"
he got up and hit the wall, taking deep breaths with his hands in prayer position
No lie august was right he's not stupid at all, I was distracted and not focused on him... my mind was still on my ex that I ran into while I was out of town
"Did you cum" he asked lowly
"W-why you ask that" my heart almost skipped a beat
"Stop fucking playing wit me okay, just answer yes or no"
I heavily sighed "No, I didn't cum"
He walked in our closet and came back out with his gun, he cocked it back and walked towards me
"You fucked that nigga in New York" he yelled getting in my face
"No baby no" I lifted my hands assuring him
"So explain to me what the fuck happen cause we never have this problem, you cum multiple times with me" he was scaring me veins were popping out his neck
I looked down because I didn't have a answer
"Look at me don't look down" he used his index finger to lift my chin making me stare him dead in the eyes
"Let's just be real bro, I know I hit that shit in all the right places so why yo focus ain't on me? cause I know I ain't the problem"
I swallowed my spit and took a moment before I spoke
"When I was in New York you remember I told you I seen my ex, but I didn't tell you he kissed me but I immediately pulled away"
He shot his gun twice and I felt the bullet air go right past my face, it missed by an inch maybe
"What else happened" he gritted Holding me by the mouth
"Nothing that's it I swear" he pushed my head back letting up his grip on my mouth
"So you was thinking about him while I was inside you" he rolled his eyes
"No, I just was felling anxious and guilty for not being completely honest with you that's all"
"I wanna shoot you ina face so bad right now, don't chu eva while you still breathing let no other hoe ass nigga take yo focus off me, you undastand dat?"
"Yes August I'm so sorry"
"Cause I'm all about you and I always been about you, you can't let outsiders ruin what we have mane"
"I hear you" I caught the tears falling from my eyes
He grabbed some clothes and packed up a bag "where you going"
"Don't worry about it"
"August don't leave please you might do something stupid and it's so not worth it"
He ignored me and I heard the door slam real hard meaning he left me here alone drowning in the worst thoughts
