I wake up the next morning with a pounding headache, I drank myself to bed lastnight.. dat muthafuckin dusse gone do it for me everytime
Going to my bathroom I did my morning routine just tryna freshen up from the dried up tears, I cried all night so I could get that shit out my system early... yeah I fucked with august heavy but I'm not gone let no mane break me, ima keep hustlin' stack my bags and continue living.. life goes on yaheardme
The toaster ding quickly took me away from my thoughts, grabbing my bagel and strawberry cream cheese I get my food together
After having breakfast I grab my phone turning it back on, I needed to check the temperature I wanted to go walking before work... my phone dinged about 5 times all texts and missed FaceTime call from August
"Hey"
"I need you" 8:30am delivered
"I jus need one more chance to show you that we are meant for each other . I gotta be better not jus for me but for us , I'm sorry I keep fucking up & I should've jus spoke & said sumn was goin on but I didn't even fuck her it was jus da picture I promise. You probably tired of hearing from me or seeing my name but I'm a fighter for ones I really love & I can't jus let you go . You have been nothing but on my side & good to me & my stupid ass do some dumb ass sht like dis I'm disappointed in myself cause I knew better . You the only women I'm in love with & love . I kno how you feeling and I kno you can't trust me nomo . But I can't stop trusting you & loving you Kyra idk what I was thinking . My actions was uncaused for & all you wanted was for me to jus be honest & keep doin my thang . I fucked up so bad I'm sick to my stomach. I definitely want one more shot cause we all deserve a 2nd chance . I can show you I'm better than what I jus did . I love you Kyra 💯💕" 8:35am delivered
"You really hurt me, I let you meet my dad I let you in my home and this how you do me? I know you probably feel like damn it was just a picture but honestly if you "mine" no other female should be able to touch you.. then not only that this lil bitch been stalking me all on Facebook embarrassing me and you let her 💯 that's how I know y'all was deeper than what you saying.. I hate being embarrassed I'm a good person with a good heart and I feel like every moment we've shared has been fake you had me fooled though no lie I really thought you fucked me with me... I feel used & violated" 9:00am delivered
"You absolutely right. I didn't mean to hurt you I didn't kno what I was gettin myself into . But I promise shit is gonna get better and I'm gonna do whatever I gotta do to make sure you know I'm serious and yours . You right dese bitches don't be doin shit for me and I let her feel entitled maybe I was being too nice . I can show you I'm better than this and it's not about looks skin color or nun and it's not about yo money bae you are beautiful to me and that's the only thing that matter fuck dat lil girl ion care about nun of dat . I want you you make me feel home you the one that really listen to my music and make me feel loved I owe it to you . I kno you barely wanna talk but I'm here to make shit right and if you feel like we need a break I'm cool wit it and I understand cause this was uncaused for . But like I said I fight for the ones I love and I'm gon get my women back which is you Kyra" 9:02am delivered
"I got a lot of love for you 😩 I broke yo heart & I feel so guilty cause I could've prevented this situation cause I really been jus fucking with you nobody else I haven't known her that long maybe a week but we was takin family pics n sht & she did that idk what I was thinking" 9:05pm delivered
"I love you tho you home where I wanna be" 9:09pm delivered
I hate when people say I love you but hurt you more than they actually show you love, I blocked him I was done it was no turning back from this I was embarrassed and humiliated PUBLICLY I'll love him from a distance but for now I wanted nothing to do with him
Ain't shit wrong with being single cause I can do bad all by myself I don't have time for games I'm a grown ass woman
