" who's a big boy? Who's a big boy? " I played with my baby and made faces at him
" are you ready to go see grandma? ... yes " I picked him up and headed to the front door
" what is going on " the couch was in front of the door and I couldn't leave
" I told you I ain't want you going no where today didn't I " August said
" I'm just going to spend time with my family " I spoke with my back turned from him
" we're your family "
" August look, I'll be back tonight " I tried going through the kitchen door he had that barricaded too
" can you move the furniture please "
" I want chu to stay with me "
" No! "
" don't say no to me girl " he balled up his fist
" okay just calm down " I rocked my baby back and forth
" you think I'm stupid? As soon as you leave here you gon' go see somebody else " he walked towards me
" that don't even make any sense, I know what you'll do to me if I do "
" look at cha son, I want him to have the perfect life. The best life, the life I never had. So you ain't going no where you staying here with me " I kissed my baby on the forehead and closed my eyes as he continued to step closer toward me
" and you gon' tell your family this is all you not me. I don't need they ass all in my business "
I took a deep breath " alright fine we'll stay " I put the baby bag down
" good .. good, you know I love you baby you know I do. We got the perfect family, look at us and lil aug " he kissed the baby then me
" I can't wait for you to be pregnant again " I looked up at him with worried eyes
" another baby, huh? "
" yeah is dat ah problem "
" I thought we decided lil aug was enough "
" well I changed my mind and I want mo' kids.. and you will have them or else " he grabbed the baby and went in the living room
" not if I get away from your crazy ass first " I thought to myself
