i was on my iMac laptop finishing up some work about remodeling my beauty shop . And August came in sitting at the table like i ain't catch him in the barbershop earlier with some trick sitting on his lap .
" i already know you gone try an change the subject but we need to talk before we eat "
" Mm , you still mad at me about earlier "
" no I'm not . "
" how everything go at da shop today "
She shook her head " it went fine august . Just tryna figure out when i wanna do these reservations so i can get it how i envisioned it "
" when you play on doing dat "
" i don't know , i don't wanna be shutting it down to quick ruining everything "
" that's smart . How you like those wings earlier " he kept changing the subject and she grew more and more irritated
" they were okay "
" you kno ima get my shit togetha right "
" it's like I'm not even mad at you . I'm just disappointed .. it's .. it's just so crazy cause we been together for years and we keep arguing about the same shit . And the more and more i accept it the worst it gets . "
He sighed " i kno i Be trippen man .. "
" you just be trippen huh ? .... No that's not it . Baby if you talk to me we can get to the bottom of it together . So we can work on it i mean that's what I'm here for . To help you pick up the pieces if you failing at anything in life . Even if it's failing me " she looked at him with watery eyes
He looked down because he didn't want to see her cry . She wiped her face and walked towards him . She sat on the floor in front of him in between his legs .
" baby ... listen . I'll do whatever it takes just to stop you from doing this to me . Alright ... I'll open up another salon so that you can think I'm grinding harder . I'll wear tighter clothes so that you can find me sexy again . For gods sake , baby if you want me to suck your dick for ah hour I'll suck it for two straight ... " he shook his head
" look all I'm tryna say is I'll do any and everything just to stop you from hurting me . And if i have to hurt myself then so be it ... lord knows I'll hurt myself and i mean hurt myself bad if i have to leave you ... so you have a better night "
She got up off her knees and disappeared into their room . He continued sitting in the living room looking like he wasn't fazed and was gone keep doing what he do . Hurting her by having other women .
