Aug just got home from the UPS Drop off picking up the rest of our sons things for their nursery, we're having twins! I prayed and prayed about having a son forever and god had blessed me with two, I don't know what I did to deserve all this happiness but I thank god everyday.. August was everything I wanted and needed definitely the ying to my yang, the rookie to my cookie, never wanted to do life without him
"Hey babe, I'm glad your finally home I have some great news to share with you"
He smiled and kissed my lips before speaking
"What up boo, lay it on me"
"Well my management team finally reached out to me thru email and accepted me-" he cut me off
"Management team about what"
"Well babe you have to let me finish" I giggled softly
"It's a partnership and they want me to come LA but obviously they know I'm pregnant and their allowing me to-" he cut me off again
"Wait Wait what" he turned his head
"I would literally be moving to LA and they will pay for housing, travel, a new car I get to choose where I wanna stay and everything"
"What's the whole point though you about to have the boys anyday now" he was getting annoyed
"It's a new partnership program that I'll be working with thru YouTube hands on, come on babe this is a big opportunity for me.. they even said the house would be big enough for the boys too they'll have their own room"
"But what about the other spot, we just put a down payment on that place last month what is you on mane"
"Relax babe, I know that's why I was thinking you should stay here with that place since we already have it secured and then I'll go and take the boys with me"
He shook his head and let out a slight laugh
"Girl shut up, what the hell you talm bout? You must be playing with me cause what and when they tell you all this"
"Well I applied a few months ago like when I was three months pregnant forreal and their just getting back to me about the follow up and stuff.. so pretty much they know the due date for the boys and their letting me come like March, suppose to fly me and the boys out"
"Why you and the boys though"
"Because we already got the house august and I feel like this would be a good opportunity for me to raise them how I want to raise them and do it by myself and prove something to myself and others you can do it alone if you have no help type thing ya know"
"Nah I don't know, you have help lots of it so I don't why you wanna leave and handle two newborns alone.. when you say it out loud the shit don't even sound right"
I got quiet because he continued to talk, he was annoyed with me you can tell by the irritation in his voice
"Like what da fuck bruh you trippen" he shook his head "bruh Iont know what cho ass on, I'm thru talkin"
"You not even hearing me out nor letting me live my dreams, the program is only 6-12 months august, damn!"
"you not even listening to ya'self! You just said sum about you going somewhere with my fucking kids and me not even being there! Girl stop playin' wit me"
"But aug you can come visit, you acting like-"
"KYRA STOP PLAYIN' WIT ME IM NOT PLAYING WITH YOU NOMO OKAY"he walked in the kitchen and I followed behind him
"So what you want me to do keep the kids here with you"
"Yup" he nodded "you can go on and handle yo business.. my mama can help me since you wanna act"
"I have to breast feed that isn't going work just lemme take them with me"
"You can pump or sum shit" he poured the Hennessy in the red plastic cup "or better yet we can get sum formula or sum shit"
"You being selfish I swear"
"Bruh" he straight faced me "is you dead ass cause you really tryin' me"
"can we just talk calmly without the attitude and yelling"
"Bruh, Kyra swear to god this what the fuck you had to tell me"
"Well just tell me one reason why I shouldn't do it cause you keep getting mad for no reason"
He just stared at me with glossy eyes and irritation he look like he wanted to cry but didn't he took a sip of his drink and rolled his eye taking deeps breath's before speaking
"Kyra I'm not fena have this conversation with you any longer it's ova wit' and I'm done"
"Wait please let's just start over"
He went in the bedroom changed into some royal blue polo underwear and joggers no shirt he mugged me coming out the room
"Is it because we ain't married yet? I told you I was gone marry you once the boys were here, I'm looking out for you.. I just thought we should handle one thing at a time I know you want a big wedding nshit you can't plan a wedding and deliver twins... bae you fena be on bed rest and some mo' shit"
I just looked at him to finish cause I knew he wasn't done
"You is not gone be able to get around out there with two newborn babies that's all I'm saying you ain't thinking this shit thru and you gone be gone for 6-12months so I won't be able to see them grow, but you call me selfish" he shook his head
"We'll guys as you can see august doesn't want me to go" I poked my bottom lip out and grabbed the camera
"Bruh why the fuck you got yo vlog camera out"
"They never emailed anything like that and I was just playing" I smiled extra hard
"See bro, why you even playing about shit like dat doe' you lame cuh"
"It was just a joke boo come on now, I would never leave you or take the boys away from you, I love you for life" I hugged up on him while his tall large frame towered over me
"Yeah I know you had to be playing wit' me, but the opportunity did seem real that's why I lowkey panicked then start getting upset" he kissed my lips slowly bringing my bottom lip into his mouth
"Don't be playing wit' me like dat okay"
"Okay daddy" I bit my lip
