I was waiting on August to come get me from this woman's clinic . When he finally pulled up I couldn't even stand to look at him . He got out the car eating candy and when he seen me he gave me a light smile and helped me to the car .
" Babyeh ... come on babyeh " he opened the car door I got in and we went home
I was in my room with the door shut and he knocked but I didn't answer so he just walked in .
" babyeh ... Kennedy , you going ta sleep ? " I nodded my head
He rubbed my arm " you hungry ? I can go to Dairy Queen and get your favorite food wit ah blueberry slushy . If dat will make you feel better "
" I'm fine August " I wiped the tear that fell from my eyes
" you don't need daddy ta be hea fa ya ? I'm jus tryna take care of you "
" seem like you already done that ..... leave me alone August , just get outta my face " I nudged him off me with my leg
" come on boo don't act like dat "
I turned over " don't act like dat " I mocked him " everytime I get pregnant you make me get rid of it . But while we fucking you say you want me to have your baby . "
" I don't kno what to say "
" yeah you never do . I'm about done with you and this relationship "
" what chu say "
" you heard me August "
" so you really wanna leave me ova dis "
" August I'm tired . I can't do it with you anymore " I started to cry
He came behind me and wrapped his arms around me . He kissed my forehead before speaking .
" look at me Kennedy " I looked up at him tears still streaming from my face
" you wanna have my babyeh fa'real "
" yeah " I sniffed
" Igh well Ima put anotha one in ya and I ain't gone make you get rid of dis one "
" okay August " I wiped my face
