Smoke Clouds || Billy Hargrove { 1 }

Final Quote

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' I feel your absence like a lost limb,
a supposed constant,
something you rely on -
but it's missing.

It still catches me off guard,
makes my heart stutter with the shock of it.

I feel the missing when I hear your favourite song on the radio,
or when I instinctively turn to rest my head on your shoulder.

I put weight on something that isn't there anymore,
because it used to be there, 
it should be there -
but it isn't,
and I fall,
and my heart stutters,

and the realisation that you're gone,
missing,
lost to me forever,
rips open the already fragile sutures holding me together.

And I bleed, 
and bleed, and bleed.

You should be here, 
you should be here,

because our souls are intertwined,
but you've been amputated from me
and I will always feel the missing. '

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