Jacksepticeye x reader fluff

Insecure

WARNING!: 

This imagine contains some upsetting themes, such as scars and Depression! DO NOT go ahead if this is too much for you!

You stood in front of the mirror wearing only your hoodie and a pair of shorts on. You were home alone like most days so nobody knew about your habits. You would only eat very little to nothing every day. You lifted your shirt, squishing at parts of your body you hated. You were disgusted at yourself, and hated seeing the scars you kept giving yourself. 

You were hungry, but squishing your stomach made you think twice about eating. A tear rolled down your cheek as you looked at yourself.

Suddenly the door started opening. You wiped your cheek and sat on your bed, putting your sleeves down. trying to cover up what you were just doing. The door opened to reveal your best friend Sean, Or you called him Jack. He came through to door like a happy puppy getting a treat. "Y/N! You alive in here? I wanted to stop by to-" He stopped in his tracks and looked at you with a concerned expression. "Y/N? Are you okay? You look like you've been crying." He dropped whatever he was carrying and came over to you and sat next to you on the bed. "Whatever it is, you can tell me Y/N." 

You really didn't want to upset him, even though he was your best friend, you had feelings for him, and you thought he wouldn't like your body and him finding out your habits was your worst fear. You avoided eye contact with him because you knew you were caught. Jack looked down and at your arms, which you were tugging at. "Jack, I-" you attempted to say before he took your arm and pulled the sleeve up. He covered his mouth staring at your arm. 

Your pulled your arm away and covered it back up. There was no going back now, he found out. 'Jack, I-I'm sorry..." You apologized while digging your nails into your stomach. He took both your arms, pulled them away from your stomach and hugged you tight. "Y/N...Why do you do this to yourself?" he asked with a shaky voice. You kept silent for a moment "I'm gross..." You muttered.

Jack let go of you and grabbed your face. He smashed his lips against yours, pulling you into a loving kiss. He parted and smiled at you "You are never gross, you are perfect." He scratched the back of his neck. "I love you Y/N, you are the most intelligent, beautiful, and funny person I have ever met, and I love you Y/N. I hate to see you like this."

A deep blush dusted your face.  "Let me show you something." Jack said as he grabbed your hand and led you to the mirror. He stood you in front of the mirror, getting behind you. "Look at your pretty face. You can't tell me that is not the most beautiful thing ever." He smiled at you as you started giggling. "Can you do me a favor Y/N?" He asked. You nodded a bit trying to hide your smile. "I want you to look yourself in the mirror, and tell yourself you are beautiful, okay?" You giggled and mumbled the words. "I cant hear you~" Jack chirped from behind you. "I am beautiful!" you said while laughing. Jack hugged you from behind. "Yes you are." he said happily.

Your laughing died down and you tuned to face Jack. You pressed your lips against his. He held your waist, kissing back. Eventually parting, you hugged him tight. "Thank you, Sean. I needed this." You said. Jack looked at you sincerely "Please promise me to never hurt yourself again. You are perfect no matter what."

"I promise."

(AN: sorry this took forever. But please remember to value yourself, you matter, and you are beautiful. Remember that please. Thank you for reading and have an amazing day! Until next time buttercups!)