You Are My love (Edited)

Chapter 10

Few hours ago.

"Sun Avu idhar aa.."SwetaMom dragged me lil afar away everyone when Neil Shivam Aravi Aman Juhi all were busy doing their moves challenging the beats.

"Haan Sweta Mom boliye" I smiled said as soon as I reached walked her.

"Ye Juhi kaisi larki hai? I mean you were her roommate during your medical days..so..."She left her sentence complete, stared at me reluctantly for my response.

Instantly I understood what she exactly wanted to get out of me. And I did what was right at the moment.

"She is a nice girl and Punjabi too" I smiled groofily gazing at her, replied.

When her surprised gaze turned into glee at my reply I couldn't resist stared at her and thought how cute she look when she become happy.

"Tubhi wohi soch rai hai jo main sochrai hu.."she asked shifting her gaze on Neil then Juhi afar.

I chuckled looking at her countenance. Sometimes really act like some teenage girl in grade school.

"To kuch plan karte hai chal..
Meri baat to sunega nai Tillu he is 30 now I'm saying him since he joined the Khanna Industries but he just has to always dodging my words.. god knows whom he is waiting for..
Even Your Uncle and Bebe is also not much interested in this topic..as if they has lost all hope on it. I can't understand why they behave like this when it comes on their own Son's marriage thing?" Sweta Mom threw all her vexation in a single breath and my lips didn't fade the smile I was wearing.

"Don't worry Mom I'll do something..this time I'll make sure Tillu can't escape anywhere without mingling to someone.." I'm having my one arm around her shoulder. I beamed assuring her.

"Really Avii" she asked being elated, took my other hand in her.

I looked at her smiling face that was waiting for my reply.

I blinked my eyes, chuckled.

"Bass I don't have to worry now for anything because my daughter Avni has taken the responsibility of my Tillu ka future so I'll just lean on the back seat and enjoy the entire wedding..Mela bachha.."Sweta Mom kissed on my forehead then smiled being satisfied. Heaving a sigh She threw her gaze over Neil afar.

I admit this time I forced a smile wide blinking away my tears behind my glasses which Sweta Mom didn't notice. Good for her she didn't.

sucking a deep breath I wrapped my both arms around her .This time she chuckled in relief.

Present time.

All I want to do right now is run afar somewhere, hide myself and sob copiously; scream my chest out. let it all out I had buried those emotions deep inside me.

No Avni you can't be so weak. When you herself choose this.

If I take hundred steps away he take thousand steps closer to me.
But not this time Tillu.. not anymore..
I'll make things perfect for him it's my promise to my LOVE , to my all those unshade tears I swallowed down over him uncountable times.
Yup my decision may lead him in a condition tormenting, unbearable. I know. But it will be nothing permanent, I will make sure with all my heart he overcome it soon.
Subsequently someday he would get over it. I'll help him in this if he would need me.
Perhaps then some years later he shall be praising me for my decision today, that not responding him in a way he wants from me.

I shifted my eyes straight somewhere blankly, at nowhere in particular. Later I came back to my state out of that sheer wanton mulling over.

"Neil come sit here let me call someone" I cajoled, ushered him sit on a chair close to me so that I don't lost him at this state he is in.
I straighten my stance, spread my gaze around to spot my Didu.