Chapter 48

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Warning ⚠️ a small part of this chapter will contain mature content, ofcourse not the entire update whatsoever. So yeah, feel free reading it as any other 13+ updates.

Avni

His nasty gaze over Ayan converted discombobulate when it rested over me for less than a minute before he gasped a sharp breath and vaguely twirled on his heel strode cross the door.

Staring at the way he just left I couldn't withhold longer my enervated form, my limbs went plank on the couch behind me. My knees shaken. There is a feeling I have been abandoned by a person very dear to me. I have no courage to stop him, beg him not to leave me.

"He loves you" I heard Ayan's soft empathetic voice closer me. I didn't know he has squatted down in front of me. Because my face is covered under my hands. Ayan pulled them off my face, took in his hold. If I wouldn't have been in this dejected state I would have had found this gesture of Ayan, really Sweet. The way he is holding my hands with so much of care.

My tearful gaze downcasted, nothing came out of my mouth, only few sniffs due to the crying. I feel like a mess. I bit my lip not to cry hard. How could he just leave me in this vulnerable state as if nothing happened ?

Half an hour later Ayan left after I composed myself having a glass of water he forced me to drink some. That's how I pretended to convince him, that I'm okay and will take some rest. I can see the  hesitation in his facade prior to he complied with a silent nod and then advanced to the exit. But not before shooting me a glance quite disquieting and few words, saying me not to skip the supper. His tone was demanding yet there is a request lacing with.

How could he know I have already lost my appetite for the day and planning to deposit myself in my bed, in my pillow and call Neil until he doesn't spare me a chance to clarify?

Did he ever fell for someone? If not then how does he know so well the feeling when that person walks away? My pensive gaze fleeted up, it took a keen frowning look over him. And then He is gone too.

Neil

"I should probably leave" that's what I said and next moment I'm out of her sight, out of her house. Yeah I left, clenching my face I just left definitely the most distasteful sight I have least expected before I walked in her house to give Avni a little surprise letting her know_that I'm back and also ask about her Uncle's health status at the moment.

Mom has told me this morning, when I just finished a meeting and was about to dial to confirm my return flight ticket. I have preponed  a day my departure. My work finished a day before, or I was supposed to be going by tomorrow evening flight .

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No wonder the night passed horrible since I left her house. I remained in my room making a excuse of being tired, by which Mom easily got convinced and dismissed me from her chatting session, which half of it I don't know what she said, I didn't listen. Until Bebe called me around 10pm to join for dinner, downstairs.

It was around 3am when sleep really had a thought to spare me a contemplation and in result I dozed off after thousand rounds of tossing and turning on bed mattress re-visioning the event with Avni over and over again in my head.

There's no need of any rocket science to prove my Avni isn't cheating on me. She would never stoop so low, she isn't a traitor. But then again there is a feeling I can't deny when I see Ayan around her that close not physically but most of the time mentally as if he understand my girl more than I do.
That's what eat me the most. Everytime I see them together. I get into battle with my vengeful self not to pluck Ayan out of our life, out of the place near Avni, even though I know I'm talking something akin to insane. This is none but blabbering my insecurity.

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