Highest rank: [ #39 in creative, #59 in hanahaki ]
''I'm so sick and tired of these flower petals.. they're everywhere. ''
''You're suffering from one-sided love Jungkook. Who are you even in love with?''
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I check my calendar and realize it's almost that day. That same day that I seem to be in the worst condition, flower petals get everywhere on that day, I can't control it anyways and it's been going on for over 2 years. No matter how much I try to hold the flower petals down, I always seem to eject them out or choke them up. My beloved, my certain someone... he always wanders the streets around with his hand in someone else's, the roots inside my ribcage, they can't stop growing. The flowers bloom faster the more I watch his hand squeeze someone else's. I feel like, thorns are breaking through from the inside of me, it gets hard to breathe and my chest gets tighter.
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I walk around the newly awakened morning streets, my hair blows with the wind's flow and sudden change of temperature. I sit in my usual place at the cafe and stare out the window. Cars and big trucks driving by, the sun is shining down on people, warming them up. Suddenly there it is... this euphoric feeling.
''My beloved..'' I whisper to myself while smiling.
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They both wave and smile but that only makes my smile disappear, faster than anything. The person beside him... Oh god. My throat feels tight.. no.. no, he can't find out!
I quickly look away and cover my mouth as I shut my eyes tightly, trying to take deep breaths. I look back at the 2 dark shadows walk away, I quickly get up from my seat and run to the bathroom, lock myself in and feels the thorns come out of my throat.
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My back arched forward as I started choking, the thorns and flower petals are all over me. I look down and watch the flowers float. I sigh to myself and look myself in the mirror. I continue to cough and clear my throat, thinking back to the person, the shadow standing beside my light, standing beside my beloved. I retch again and shake my head, quickly step out of the bathroom and walk home. My vision is starting to get blurry as I continue to look down and cover my mouth, still retching.
''Jealousy, please don't get to me. Jealousy, please don't get to me. Jealousy, please don't get to me. Jealousy, please don't get to me. Jealousy, please don't get to me.''I constantly repeat in my head as I quickly try to walk away from the crowd.
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🌹''No one loves him as I love him... No one needs him as I need him... He gotta cure me.''🌹
