Like We Used To [COMPLETED]

Gone For Her?

Jennie's

Its been months. Biglaan ang pagbalik nila sa Thailand. Kahit si Chaeyong nagulat din. I thought they're staying here for good. I lost my chance. My second chance.

"Chaeyoungaaaaa—"

"I don't know either."

Wow. Wala pa akong tinatanong may sagot na siya kaagad.

"Babalik naman siguro siya."

"Did you saw that ring on her finger?"

F*ck!

"What ring?"

"Omooo. I'm sorry."

Fuck! There, I said it.

"She's married?!"

My heart hurts.

"Maybe not? Engaged, perhaps?"

"To whom?!"

I'M SO MAD!

She can't take away MY Lisa.

"But you already lost her years ago."

Fck you Chaeyoung!

"Stop cursing!"

"Then stop reading my mind. It's creppy, you know."

We're here in her Bar. The fudge! I missed her already. My Lili.

"Stop crying!"

"I'm not, you idiot."

"Then what's this?"

Fck! I can't stop cursing.

She wiped my tears.

Waaaahhhh! For real? Am I really crying?

Fck you Manoban for just leaving me without explaining things.

"And who are you to demand like that?"

Seriously?!

"Pasta! I said stop reading my mind!"

She laughs! I hate her.

"I'm going to the stage, we're about to start."

"Go for it Babe!"

Ow! I forgot. Jisoo's also here.

Wait! Whut?! Babe?!

Before I could react Chaeyong was already in the back stage, doing her things.

"Lisaaaaaa..."

"I heard it."

"Ow! Chikin, you're here? I can't feel your presence."

"Because you're too focus on finding our Lalisa."

"Correction, MY Lisa."

How could she claimed her hers?

"Okay! Okay! You can have her all you want. I have MY Pasta by the way."

Do they have a thing?

"Care to share?"

"Some other time, baby." Then she winks.

"Stop calling me baby."

Salamat tumigil na rin siya. She just focus her eyes on Chaeyoung. So whipped. Haha.

Can't stop thinking about her, about them. Are they together? What about that ring that Chaeyoung was talking about? I never saw that damn ring? Where are my eyes the whole time? Are they engaged? Dang! My head and heart hurts! My Lisa.

I just drink all the beer that's on my table.

"Stop it, Jennie. She'll never come back."

I gave her my deadly look. I could kill her  you know. Kidding.

"I love her, so much."

"But you lied to her. You broke her. You killed her. And she died, years ago. Your old Lili will never come back anymore. She's gone, all gone."

Fck! It hits me, so hard that I could die at this moment.

I can't look at Jisoo. Maybe she's right. I'm the one who killed her. She died because of me. But— but i'm just protecting her. And that's the only way I know. Shame on you, self! You can do better than that, if you just fight for her. But you didn't. Now, face the consequences. She's not coming back.

Are they gone for good? Maybe she just love her Tee's very much.

(Need to hear your thoughts. Boring right? Haha. Just have patience, please. Sorry for wrong grammars/typos and everyting. Love you! Okay lang bang taglish ginagamit ko? Haha.)