Drunken Lady (R18)

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Few weeks passed by swiftly..

I am pretty sure I am still not in the right state of mind to do this but I do not have a choice.

I took  a deep breath and pulled the car in front of the gate. A lot has changed, but why I am not surprised. I don't have the feels to park my car inside so went out  to ring the door bell. It took few minutes before someone attend to me. A maid peek on the small window of the gate to check on who's the unwanted visitor. 

"Yes, ma'am. Sino po hanap nila?" hindi niya ako kilala. Bago siguro siya dito. I wondered.

"My name is Celiah." I said instead of answering her question.

"Ma'am wala pong nasabi samin na may dadating na bisita ngayon." paliwanag niya. Not really minding who I was. I am on the verge of my anger. Nagpipigil lang ako.

"I am not a visitor. Let me in." I ordered in a low but stern tone.

"Ma'am, sorry po. Mahigpit pong bilin ni Madam na wag magpapasok ng kung sino-sino." and that pulls all the trigger I have inside of my unruly head.

I rolled my eyes. 

"Go call your boss and tell him that her daughter is here to see him!!" I scowled. Letseng to, wala ba siyang nakikitang picture ko sa bahay na to para di niya ako makilala. Did I change that much? Tsk.

"Ah, ma'am sa pagkakaalam ko po walang anak na babae si Sir." those words hurts me more than anything. But I have to face him. So he completely forget about me. Baka kaya hindi nila ako kilala is because wala na akong picture sa bahay niya. I shrugged the though of. Who cares?

'Ikaw Celiah' sagot nung alter ego ko. Eton na naman ako kinakausap ko nanama yung right side ng utak ko. Ugghhh!

"Go call him." balik ko sa maid . Then she closed the little window of the gate she was peeking in. It took almost 30 minutes bago niya ako pinapasok.

"Ma'am pasensya na po hindi ko po alam na may anak na babae si sir. Sa pagkakaalam ko kasi limang lalake ang mga anak niya." I shot her daggers. Kung tumatama lang lahat ng mga to patay na siya.

But she's made me thinking. So umuwi na rin pala ang 5 anak sa unang asawa ng madrasta ko. They have dominated everything. Tsk! Ako lang ang unica hija ng tatay ko and they're not in anyway my true blood brothers. ewww.

She closed the little window where she's peeking. I thing tumawag siya sa bahay to ask who I am.

After a few minutes, she got back to me and open the gate.

"Ma'am sorry po. Hindi ko po kasi alam. Sina sir lang po kasi ang alam kong anak nila madam eh. Sorry po talaga." paulit-ulit niyang sabi. Well di na ko umimik. Baka kung ano pang hindi magandang salita ang lumbas sa pouty lips ko.

She walked me to the garden..

I must say, maganda ang bahay but it doesn't feel homey. At least for me. Its a place where a beast lives. Hehe. I felt like a stranger in this beautiful dungeon.

"Dito na muna po kayo mag hintay ma'am." sabay lapag ng coffee sa wooden table.

Why do I feel all the pain as I see na wala ng bakas ni Mama ang nandito sa bahay na to. Lahat ng puno, halaman at gazebo.. iba na..

This house do not look any familiar at all.

Parang bagong tao ako sa bagong lugar na ito.  I am not even sure if this is the same place a grew up in. I just sighed. Wala na din naman akong magagawa. I abandoned all of it. It was my choice. And it made me this today. I am glad.