My poems

God I found You

Everything is good.

Everything is bad.

Someone was wanting to listen. I almost told them.

Why didn't I?

Why didn't I tell them that I went to that dark place?

I was tempted to a friend.

But I didn't.

She's to Happy in her life for me to just ruin it all.

I don't want to tell all my other friends.

They don't need to worry about me.

I'm Fine.

I really am.

I just can't stand anything anymore.

Nothing I do is enough these days.

I try to find comfort in my music.

But even that can't help.

It seems that there is only one that I have found that I can talk to.

And he won't judge me.

He won't tell me that i am a failure at life.

I'm surprised that He will listen after all the times of my not being fiathful.

After all this I have found what I have needed since the first.

The First Dark Day.

God is who I have found.

And I am happy that I have or else...

I don't even want to know what would have happened.

All I know is that even though I have done this twice Someone is there who will forgive me for all that I have done.