HISTORY IS ALL YOU'VE LEFT ME

Kapitel 66

AGA'S POV:

I really wanted na makabawi sa family ko. Ever since nagsimula na kaming bumalik sa dati laging si Lea ang nagawa ng way.

Sinisisi nya pa nga ang sarili nya even though hindi nya naman intensyon talaga na magkahiwalay kami.

Its the hormones na reason bakit pinangunahan siya ng emotions nya that time. She even said na napakawalang kwenta nyang nanay kasi sa katangahan nya.

Sa kawalan daw nya ng tiwala sakin noon nilayo daw nya sina Andres. And muntik na din daw mawala si Nic that time.

"I am a coward for running away." she manage to say that line kahit na ngongo na siya kakaiyak.

Well for me hindi naman sya coward eh. Sometimes we need to runaway for us to reflect para makaiwas sa mas malaking damage. What's good is that we must return not to remember nir forget but to learn and be able not to commit the same mistake and also for us to grow.

Kung di siya umalis, hindi ko marerealize na oo, tama siya. Tama siya na nawawalan ako ng oras sa pamilya, na umuuwi talaga ako ng sobrang aga as in maaga mga 2am or lagpas pa.

Kaya siguro naisip nyang may iba. Seeing that scene and syempre paguwi ko ng madaling araw iisipin nga nya na may iba.

And dahil din sa pag - alis nya, nakabawi ako kay Tash. Naging mas hands on ako and mas naintindihan ko yung anak ko.

And now that my family is complete and back to what it is before plus our Nic I wanted to make it up to them.

I wanted to fulfill those years na wala ako sa tabi nila as a dad and as a husband.

I cooked earlier and manage to wake the kids up kasi napansin ko na pagod na pagod si Babes kagabi. So para bawas sa pagod nya ngayong umaga ako na muna gagawa. Hihi, bumabawi eh.

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LEA'S POV:

After loads of patients I can finally go home! But before that kailangan ko pa pala mag grocery.

Pagbaba ko sa grocery store malapit sa village namin, I feel something strange. Na bigla akong kinabahan without any specific reason.

I tried to shrug this off but I just can't. Pero nagpatuloy pa din ako sa paghahanap ng mga kailangan kong bilhin.

While waiting for my turn to pay, something no someone caught my attention.

A familiar girl riding her car papaalis sa store kung nasaan ako. It - its her.

After paying I immediately put my seatbelt on, and locked my car.

While driving I just can't stop thinkinf of what ifs.

Since this is not the first time I've seen her near me and / or my family. But Im not that sure kung sya talaga yun kasi una mabilis na instance lang yun, second yung mga ilaw and ofcourse madami naman tayong pwedeng maging kamukha depende sa anggulo but the feeling. God knows kung gaano ako nalilito at kinakabahan ngayon.

What if she really is back?

What if may plano na naman siya to get Aga?

What if mas malala na and deadly ang kaya nya?

What if iba na ang way ng pagatake nya?

What if nanunood lang sya all this time sa bawat galaw naming pamilya?

What if sooner or later...

ang binubuo naming pamilya ay muli na naman niyang masira?

No Lea. You and Aga will do everything diba para hindi na kayo muli masira.

What if ako na lang ang humarap sa kanya?

After all sa akin naman siya galit.

Oh God, help me and my family. Keep us safe for I don't know kung hanggang saan aabot ang kahibangan nya kay Aga and yung galit nya sa akin na matagal na. Protect my kids away from harm that she can bring.

I really can never be too happy in this life kasi knowing that Angel - the devil is still alive, may alinlangan parin ako knowing that she'll always cause trouble na wala siyang pake kahit sino ang mainvolve sa gulo as long as she gets what she wants.