Bleed Into Your Mind

A Little Fucked Up But Oh Well

Lauren's-POV

I'm sitting on the edge of the bed with Camila standing between my legs still naked from her shower. "Sing for me?" I ask pulling her down so she was straddling me.

How long has it been since I ripped you
These paper cut hands need to stop
And lonely's a plague but it skipped you
I suffer till you cut me up
Then I bleed into your mind
I need to make you blind
I bleed into your mind
I need you one last time

I close my eyes and rest my head against her chest and just listen.

Well you put yourself together
Pieces of you slipped away
And some are forever whenever
Put me on my knees at your feet today and
Then I bleed into your mind
I need to make you blind
I bleed into your mind
I need you one last time

When she finishes I think back to when I first heard her sing.

Flashback-3 Months In

Just finished putting the last box in my car I'll see u soon XO
After sending the text to Camila I start the car and drive off, I was officially moving in with her.
I hear my phone ding and it's most likely Camz answering me but unlike most I ignore it because I'm a safe driver.

Finally after almost an hour of driving I pull into the driveway, parking I check my phone to see what the text was. Just come on in when you get here the doors unlocked for you XO
Smiling I make my to the trunk to grab a box of my stuff, Walking into the house I set the box by the door. I was about to call out for Camila to come help me when I heard the sound of a piano being played.

I follow the sound and find Camila but before I can make myself known she starts singing, something I had no idea she could even do.

Will I fall again into dismay?
Will I be ashamed of crying?
And I know it's never been the way that I described
But I am afraid of trying
She's the one who keeps me all excited
She keeps me begging for more
She's the one who deems me uninvited
Now it's over
Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me and don't leave me here
It's all the same in the end
Now I find that I am weaker fake
That I am ashamed of lying
And I know things never feel the way that's right inside
And I am afraid of dying

She looks up at me like she knew I was there the whole time and continues singing.

'Cause you're the one who keeps me all excited
You keep me begging for more
You're the one that deems me uninvited
Never leave me, and don't deceive me
I'll keep on crawling my friend
Never tease me and don't leave me hear
It's all the same in the end

"Lolo.. are you okay?" Camila's voice pulls me back into the present. "Sorry, What did you say?"
"I asked if you were okay." I press a reassuring kiss against her chest right above her heart before replying. "I was just thinking princess."
"About What?"
"The first time I ever heard you sing."
She smiles and for a second I almost forget the situation we're in, but the faint screams for help coming from the basement can still be heard, honestly it's starting to get annoying.

Camila's-POV

"I think he's had enough now." I say getting off Lauren's lap and heading to the closet. In a box in the main back is a stash of black cotton shirts and thin cotton pants, cheap and easy to burn, I grab them and get dressed.