'Do you love me?'
'All my life I've felt lost until I met Y/N'
Jinyoung comes into your life but so does your new career you're making.
{CONTAINS SOME MATURE CONTENT}
start: 26/10/18
end: ~
My eyes squint at the bright shining onto my eyes, I try to speak but a mask stops it. My voice muffles in the oxygen mask which catches the paramedics attention.
"Y/N, we're going to the hospital. You're fine, everything will be fine" she says reassuring me pushing my hair back.
I slowly nodmy head as my eyes roll to the back of my head and closes.
...
The continuing beeping sound echoes in the room, my eyes slowly open to only receive an aching migraine.
I turn to my left to see Mark head sleeping on my bed holding onto my left hand tightly, I twitch my fingers which slowly wakes up Mark.
He sees my eyes open and quickly rushes over to me brushing my hair back, "You really got me scared" he says trying to hold his tears.
He pulls my oxygen mask off, "Sorry" I say with the last energy I have. He slowly nods his head looking at my eyes, "Your doctor is coming soon, she feels like something triggered you to be in the same state you were a few months ago"
I avoid eye contact from him and Mark stays quiet and realises, "Is there something you haven't told me?" He says with a little bit of anger.
I bite onto my bottom lip praying for a distraction to come my way, "Y/-" Mark says which is interrupted my his phone ringing, "I'm coming back and we're going to continue this talk later" he leaves the room answering the phone.
I stare outside the window on my right side, I look at the moon trying to hold my tears.
...
The man who saved me wrapped his jacket around my shoulder while holding my bag, "Miss, do you know where your going?" He asks and I look at him then the ground.
"No, I don't" I sigh out, "Do you want to go the park with me?" I ask him and he slowly nods his head and we both walk down the pavement to the closest park.
We arrive at the park, I lay down on the wet grass and he sits down with his legs crossed and allows my head to lay on his lap.
I stare at the moon sniffling, "I lost my baby" I mumble and the stranger looks down at him with confusion. "I lost my family, my life, my fiancé isn't who he said he was and I lost my baby. I'm homeless and I'm scared to go back home. A 19 year old like me-" my words begin to choke up as I word vomit all of my problems.
"I can't go back home" I begin to sob and the man wipes my tears, "It's better to swallow your pride and go home" he tries to persuade me but I shake my head.
"They don't even know where I am, I quit university for him, deleted all of my contacts and moved to a whole new city" I sit up facing him.
"They don't even know I was pregnant" I tug onto the jacket and the stranger holds onto my hand, "She was a girl, I would've named her Eden. I was actually planning of running away to keep her safe but he kept coming back"
My head falls with embarrassment, "I failed as a human being and a mother" he cups my face to look into his eyes, the crystals in his eyes keeps me distracted.
"You did not, you were lost. You deserve a second chance, go home it's for the best." I stare deeply into his eyes before moving forward.
Fireworks go off in the sky as I kiss him softly.
...
The door slams open with Jinyoung soaking wet and tired, he sees in bed distressed and runs to my side.
"Are you ok?" He checks my body and eventually looks at my face, he cups my face the warmth in his hands feels similar.
"You're wet" I mumble and he pushes my hair back to see my hair clearly without any strands of hair in the way.
I look into his eyes to see worrisome but also crystals, "I'm sorry" he apologies as tears roll down his cheek. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you how I feel, I've been so confused with myself these days"
"I'm crazy about you" he confesses and my eyes widens at his confession, "W-what?" I stutter and he sits on the bed not losing any eye contact from me.
"I've never felt this way before but after I saw you cry my life felt empty and lost, I don't want to see you get hurt anymore. I want to be there to support you through everything you do, I want to help you through your problem. I know it won't be easy but I can wait just for you" he holds onto my hand squeezing it tightly.
"I love you" he kisses me as his hands slowly wraps around my waist and my hands naturally moves to his neck.
"Please be mine" he whispers and before I answer a male voice echoes through the room.
Typed this up will I have essays due the next morning, hope you enjoyed this! 💛
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