'Do you love me?'
'All my life I've felt lost until I met Y/N'
Jinyoung comes into your life but so does your new career you're making.
{CONTAINS SOME MATURE CONTENT}
start: 26/10/18
end: ~
My resistance is too weak for him but I grow the power and push him back causing him to fall, I touch my lips to feel them swollen and slightly bleeding.
Sebastian crawls back up begging for me, I slap him crying. "You're crazy!" I scream running off.
"Cut!" The director shouts and the staff comes in quickly covering us with a jacket and an umbrella, we gather around and he smiles.
He shouts through the rain, "I think this is good enough, I'll need to record the scene with Y/N and Jinyoung and we're done for today" he claps his hand.
I walk away from the director and Sebastian holds onto my hand, "I'm going home now but I gave your manager my phone number, call me sometime" he squeezes my hand and leaves me in the rain.
I walk to the set which is near a road, Jinyoung walks up and I avoid eye contact with me, I could hear the disappointment in his sigh.
The director reads off the script again, "As she runs Jinyoung comes chasing her persuading her to marry him but she pushes him back and runs into the road" he closes the script sitting in his chair.
The staff scatters leaving Jinyoung and I waiting for a signal, "Action"
I run to near the road but Jinyoung grabs onto me, "Listen to me!" He shouts, "Let's just get married like we planned and everything will be like it was" he pushes my wet hair away from my face to stop it from sticking.
"You slept with my sister, you bastard!" I scream causing my voice to crack, I cry out.
"I was angry" he yells back trying to keep me still, "Please" he pleads but my hand connects with his cheek and holds onto his cheek.
I run into the road but not looking where I'm going and see lights coming towards me, "Cut!"
I begin to sneeze and cough while the staff cover me up warmly as possible, I walk over to the director and he claps his hand smiling at the both of us.
"I think we're done today, you're two week vacation starts today" he shouts excitedly, I bow to him and the other staff as I walk to my dressing room.
As I walk down the corridor by myself I feel scrawny fingers grasping onto my forearm, "Wait" he begs.
I yank my arm out of his hold turning to him, "Don't ever talk to me again, I finally got your message. I'm sorry I can't give you what you want because of my trauma and that I'm not good enough for you"
I bit onto my lip trying to hold my back my tears but I fail and a drop rolls down my cheek, I wipe it quickly sniffling. "You should've told me from the start instead of wasting my time"
I storm off sobbing leaving him standing still in the corridor, I enter my dressing room to see my manager waiting with my other clothes.
She looks to see me crying, she runs over to me "What's wrong?" She wipes my tears trying to control my breathing as I try to catch it.
"I want to go home" I say sobbing out and she nods her head, "Do you want to change?" She asks but I shake my head. She cover me with my jacket and puts my mask on my face.
"I'll cancel your schedule for the next 2 weeks, just rest" she says grabbing onto my hand and taking me out of the dressing room.
We walk to the van to see photographers and fans shouting my name, I keep my head down trying to hold back my tears.
I open the van door and throw my mask off in frustration and continue to break down crying, my manager rushes into the drivers seat buckling her seat belt and driving off the set.
~Apartment~
The lift decided to stop working today so I walked up the stairs until the floor of the apartment, I walk to the apartment door and enter the passcode.
I enter to see Mark with JB, Yugyeom and Jackson eating pizza binge watching Netflix in the dark, I turn on the switch and they turn to my direction.
I walk past them as they see how red my eyes and nose are, "What's wrong?" Mark asks following me behind but I enter my room locking the door before he can even get in.
1:04am
I wake up with a pounding headache so I walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water, as I hold onto my glass I look out the window to see the rain pouring down.
Thunder and lighting begins to strike which gives me a fright, I pour out the remaining water and I hear a knock on the door echoing through the dark room.
I pause in my space to hear it knock again, my heart begins to race as the knocking continues.
I don't have much to say this time, I hope you enjoyed it! 💛
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