Crushes (EDITING)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10: Sorry

Quenji's POV.

"Where are you?" I whispered to myself, My vision is getting blurry, I wipe my tears again but it won't stop

I'm on my way to our hotel room to check if she's there, I've been looking around to find her but I don't know where she is.

I am getting myself ready to confess, I wouldn't care anymore what will happened next, all I think about is to let her know the truth because I couldn't lie to her anymore, it breaks my heart knowing I am keeping the biggest lie.

I didn't expect it would end here, I have no excuses to make through my actions, I have no right to defend myself because I know what I did was unacceptable.

But I can't imagine a life without her anymore, she's everything I need, I just love her this much now but, she doesn't deserve me..

Nahinto ako sa hallway ng hotel nang may humila sa braso ko papaharap

"Get off me" Singhal ko, matalim kong tinignan si Irish nang mapagtanto ko na siya ang humila saakin

"Babe, don't be stubborn" She chuckled, then wrapped both of her hand in my neck, causing me pushed her away

Sinusubukan ko ang sariling huwag na siyang patulan ngunit nagingilabot ako sa galit sakaniya, hindi ko inalis ang pagka pako nang masamang tingin ko sakaniya

The next thing I knew is, she's already kissing me, she put her full force to push me through the wall of the hallway and aggressively trying to unbutton my polo, she didn't successfully remove it because I push her away against the other side of the wall

"Fuck Irish! You're crazy!" I shouted at her, I can't calm myself anymore, I am so mad right now, mixed emotions pero lamang na lamang ang galit ko

"Yes Quenji I am! Because you're driven me crazy" she shouted back, messing her hair and glaring at me

"How many times do I have to tell you that we are fuckin' done! so stop being desperate!" I said, nabuo na nang matinding galit ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, nagiinit ang katawan ko

"Why her quenji? I am way hotter, prettier and richer than her!" She responded, she went silent a minute after she said that before she bowed down her head and play with her fingers

"Why not me again? I am willing to correct everything just choose me again" I heard how her voice crack, but that doesn't change anything for how I feel towards her, I am still angry

I actually don't mind before when she cheated on me, it was like nothing, and I did easily replace her with another one but that doesn't last long like how long I've been with her

I am so childish before, I don't know how relationships really works, so I just don't give a fuck but now I realize how disgusted I am with her for what she did.

"What does she have that I do not have?"

"She has my heart" I answered before I turned around and leave her there

"Quenji, may nakakita daw kay kat na papalabas nang gate, nag tanong tanong ako" sumulpot bigla ang mga kaibigan ko, napatango naman ako, susundan ko siya