Facing Fears **EDITING**

Chapter 7

Bekah's POV

I really regret going to see that movie. It scared the living crap out of me! I was clung onto Andy the whole movie and after. By the time we got back to the house, it was around 3:40. We all sat in the middle of the living room. I sat on Andy's lap and we talked. "So Bekah why aren't you an Saylen in school?" Jinxx asked. "Oh we wanted to spend as much time with you guys as possible before you guys leave." Saylen said. He nodded his head. "So what do you guys wanna do?" Katie asked. "Um I don't know." Andy said. I then remembered something! "Saylen I totally forgot!" I practically yelled. "We have a band concert tomorrow!" Saylen's eyes grew wide. "Oh. My. God. Mr. Dell is gonna kill us if we don't show up to school tomorrow!" She said. Suddenly I got really nervous. I started to shake. Andy noticed. "It's ok babe don't worry. You guys'll just have to go to school tomorrow." He said. I sighed. "I don't want to go back to school. I wanna stay with you guys." I said. "Same. You guys are SO much better than that hell hole." Saylen said. I nod my head. "How about I drive you guys to school tomorrow?" Andy said. "Thanks Andy!" Saylen said. "What time does it start?" "7:20 but you drive us at 6:30." I said. He nodded his head. "Hey Bekah can I talk to you?" Katie asked. I nodded my head and we walked to her bedroom. "Bekah are you dating Andy?" She asked. Isn't it plain obvious?! "Why?" I ask acting confused. "Cause he keeps calling you 'babe' and 'baby' and you guys kissed each other on the cheek. Also I know you've had a personal space issue and you haven't hesitated to hug or hold hands with Andy." She said. "Would it be ok if me and Andy dated?" I ask. She was staring at the wall thinking. She sighed. "I don't really know Bekah." She said. My eyes grew wide. "But I love him Katie! I finally found someone who makes me happy and he will do anything to make me happy!" I yelled. I noticed Katie's been acting a little weird since last night. "Bekah I just don't think he's right for you!" She yelled. I began to cry. I know he's perfect for me. He tries to make me happy and will do anything to keep me safe. Katie just stands there looking at the wall. I then walk out of her room and run downstairs with tears filling my eyes. "What's wrong Bekah?!" Andy asked. I then ran out the door. I just kept running, never looking back. I then stopped to catch my breath. I sat down on the ground and pulled out my camera. "Hey guys it's Bekah and I just wanted to talk about life. I know I'm gonna get a whole bunch of comments saying 'Faker' or 'Attention whore' but honestly I just wanted to rant about what just happened and I don't give a crap about what you say. I've been unhappy for the past couple of years and one guy I met recently has really helped me out with life. He made me happy and made me realize that life is worth living and to not think so poorly about yourself. He also told me that he loved me. Those two words made my whole day. I thought I was finally gonna be happy. But nope. My sister had to come and ruin it. She said that she doesn't want me to date him and from what her boyfriend has told me she said that she's happy for me and Andy. Oh yeah um, I'm dating a guy named Andy. She saw how happy he made me and how happy I made him. When she told me I ran out of the house. Andy asked me what was wrong and I didn't say anything. I just ran. I'm so pissed off right now. But I'm just saying if you need someone you always have me to talk to. Just dm me on twitter or Instagram and I will try to get to you." I look over and see Andy running to me. I shut off the camera. I'll just edit it later. I ran to Andy and he wrapped me into his arms. I began to sob into his chest. "Sh. Baby it's ok. What happened?" He asked. I pulled away wiping my tears. I pulled out my camera. "I have a question." I say. He nods his head. "Can we announce our relationship?" He smiled. He hugged me then kissed my head. "I take it that's a yes." I said. I turned the camera to us and pressed the record button. "Ok so you know how I mentioned how I had a boyfriend? Yeah this is Andy." I said smiling. He kissed my head. "I'm glad to call her mine." He said. I blushed. "But anyways so yeah. I'm dating Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides. Just remember what I said earlier. Ok peace!" I stopped the camera. I look at Andy. He knew that I was still sad. "What happened back at the house?" He asked concerned. I sighed. "Katie noticed that we were dating and she doesn't like it. She thinks that your not right for me. Then I yelled at her saying that you actually made me happy for once in my life and that you would never hurt me." By then, I was in tears. Andy pulled me into a hug. He kissed my head. "I'm sorry Andy." I said. "There's no need to be sorry." "I don't want to go home." I said. Andy sighed. "Bekah you have to. You have school in the morning." He said. I sighed. "Andy have you noticed that Katie has been acting weird ever since last night?" I ask. "Yeah I have. She must be on her shark week." I almost laughed at that comment. "No she's never acted like that on her 'shark week'. She hasn't acted like this since-" I stopped. All the sudden it hit me. "Since when?" Andy asked. "Since my dad." I said looking at him. "I understand why she's mad! She thinks that we are gonna, you know, I don't really feel comfortable saying it. But she's worried that your gonna do the same thing dad did to me." I said. "I could never do something like that to you. I love you and whenever your ready, I'm ready." He said. Man I love him! He then leaned in leaving a small gap between us. I put my lips to his closing the gap. It was soft and gentle. He was my first kiss. We pulled apart. Our foreheads touching. "I love you Rebekah." "I love you to Andrew." We then heard someone yelling our names. It was Saylen and CC. "Bekah, Katie really wants to talk to you. She thinks you ran away. She is really sorry." Saylen said. I nodded my head looking down. I took Andy's hand and we walked to the house. We entered the house and everyone but Katie and Ashley were sitting in the living room. "Where's Katie?" I ask no one in particular. "In her room." Jinxx said. "Andy you should stay here. I should handle this on my own." I whispered to Andy. He nodded his head and kissed my cheek. I went upstairs and walked into Katie's room. She was sitting on Ashley crying. When Ashley saw me he smiled. Wow how long was I gone? Katie then saw me. She jumped up and gave me a hug. "Oh my god Bekah I'm so sorry! I didn't realize how much he made you happy. You can date him." She said. I smiled and hugged her back. "Thanks Katie." I said. She nodded her head. We then walked downstairs. Andy was standing in the same spot but turned the other direction so his back was facing me. I went over to him and gave him a hug. He turned around and smiled at me. He then wrapped his arms around me. I felt like we were meant to be. "I take it she said yes?" Andy whispered. "Nah I'm hugging you with a smile on my face because she said no." I said sarcastically. He chuckled and we stayed in our hug. When we pull apart everyone was talking and laughing. I saw Katie looking at us and she was smiling. Andy and I join everyone back in the living room. I sit on his lap and he puts his chin on my head. He's a whole head taller than me. They then continue to talk about random crap. "So Bekah how's school going?" Jinxx asked me. I look at the ground. "It's um. Ok I guess." I say. "What are your favorite subjects?" He asked. "Band and Art." I say. "You don't take any of those chorus or choir classes?" Sammi asked. "No they sing all of these really cheesy songs and they're stupid." I said. She nodded her head. We all talk some more until it was 10:30. I yawned. "I should get to bed. Feel free to anything in the fridge and the sleeping bags to." I said getting up. I walked up the stairs to my room an get changed. I heard a knock on my door. I open it to find Andy. I smiled and let him in. "I didn't want you to be lonely tonight." He said smiling. I smiled back. He took off his shirt and we got into my bed. He put his arm around me and I snuggled into his chest. "Goodnight Andy." I said. "Goodnight Bekah." He said. I then fell asleep.

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So sorry if this is a little short it's just a filler. School completely sucks. I hate it to the max! Except for band tho cuz all of my friends r in there. But otherwise, it sucks. But I guess I should get to writing the next chapter so bai!