I lay on my stomach scrolling through tumblr on my laptop looking at the hash tag funny gifs, i laugh to myself when i hear the door slam, i shot my head up from the computer screen slide my laptop forward so i have room to get up. I roll over pushing myself up, i walk to the stair case confused of why I’m hearing things being shoved around.
"Luke?" i called as i walked down the stairs.
I reach the last stair watching my boyfriend of 3 years running his hands through his hair pacing back and forth, he raised his fist and hit the dry wall leaving a hole.
“Babe” I said quietly not wanting to anger him more, he shot his head up glaring at me.
“Why are you even here? shouldn’t you be off flirting with Michael” he said staring at me coldly. What the fuck was he going on about? I look at him confused but angered at his snappy response.
”What?” I asked furrowing my eyebrows, he throws his hands up in the air as he hits the wall again leaving a bigger hole.
“DON’T ACT STUPID, YOUR A WHORE AND YOU KNOW IT, ALL YOU DO IS FLIRT WITH MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND SO DON’T STAND HERE BEING A FUCKING BITCH” he screamed, his words hurt a lot.
“FUCK YOU, DON’T ACCUSE ME OF CHEATING WHEN YOUR THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS HITTING ON GIRLS SO YOUR THE FUCKING IDIOT HERE, NOT ME” I screamed back completely pissed off, why was he acting like this i’ve never flirted with Michael. I turn to walk away when he grabs my wrist forcing me to face him, his grip tightening, the pain shooting through my wrists that are going to bruise tomorrow.
“Don’t walk away from me ” he said stern, his eyes were not bright they were dark, i’m not going to lie I’m frightened.
“what Luke are you going to hit me because if you are you may as well get it over with. PLEASE FUCKING HIT ME SO IT WILL GIVE ME A FUCKING REASON TO LEAVE YOUR ASS” I screamed soon regretting the ending.
He let go of my wrists staring at the red turning purple, his eyes got teary, a tear slowly ran down his cheek.
I turned away storming upstairs, as i reached the bedroom i broke down crying.
Why did i say that? i though to myself.
I walk over to the bed slowly sitting down as i cry into my pillow did i just ruin everything i think to myself. I hear things being thrown down stairs, i cry harder thinking of the words i said to him. I crawl under the covers slowly drifting off to sleep.
I feel the bed dip down, as i open my eyes i see the clock that says its 4 am in the morning, soft muffles come from beside me as a tear slips from my eyes. Just hearing his cries kill me inside. He rolls over to face my back as i was laying on my right side facing the wall, i feel his hands slowly slip under my waist and the other under my side, he slowly slides me closer to him trying to not wake me up. I’m fully awake but he does not know that, his cries got louder as he sniffles.
“Keep it together” he says to himself he digs his head into the crook of my neck as we spooned. I felt like shit hearing him cry, i turn over facing him as i crawl on him, straddling his hips as i see his red face, i bend down hugging him tightly.
“I didn’t mean it” i said into his neck as i made myself comfortable on top of him, his hands gripped my back as he held me harder.
“i’m sorry i said those things” he softly cried into my neck.
“I love you” i said as i slid my hands down to grab his, our fingers intertwined as he kissed my neck.
“I love you way more than you think Y/n.”
