Chapter 8: Before Cancer

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Caroline Wade ( A Week after the surgury) :-

“Are you ready honey?” my mum called from outside the bathroom door

“Yes just  minute mum” I called back

I was fixing my dress and my new wig it was blond and had a sticks of pink hair with bangs by far this looked the realstic wig I wore.

I grabbed Star the teddy Miles had bought me and sat on the weelchair as the nurse took me to the parking lot where my mum had parked the car they helped me in while my mum put my bag into the trunk I held Star while I slowly drifited off to sleep.

“Honey wake up where home.” My mum said while shaking my shoulder softly I was sort of a heavy sleepier .

“It’s ok Ma’aM I can take her up to her room I was going to drop by to see her.” I heard a familier voice say

“Hold on to me Car I’m going to take you to your room ok?”

I nodded and he held me up bridal style and carried me to my room as my mum quickly discribed to him.

he laid me on the chair while he took off the covers of the bed, then he laid me on the bad and tucked me in.

“How are you feeling Car?” He asked after sitting down on my spinning computer chair

“I feel better now that I’m out of that place though I am a little tired I guess I would need to take a nap after watching the reruns of my favourite show.” I replied

“That’s good I can’t stay for long though my break is almost finished and I need to go back to work.” He said

“It’s ok I understand maybe sometime I can drop by and borrow a book?”

“I would be happy to spend time with you there it isn’t busy as it used too” he said while looking around my room

He stood up and walked to the corner of my room where there is a balcony and i had some of my art work.

He then looked at all my picture that my mum insisted on hanging.

“I used to be so beautiful right?” I said the thought that was running in my mind

“You still are Beautiful Car, by the way you didn’t tell me you drew and danced? And pretty much anything.”

“Yes that was pre Cancer I used to Draw and dance Ballet I was one of the best in the country I could also Tap and I loved to take photography and bake but that was all before Cancer.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you?” he said trying to comfort me

“Before Cancer I used to have a social life and a dad and friends and a boyfriend but once they heard about my cancer they stopped coming to visit me in the hospital or here my dad left us and my boyfriend broke up with me you know what he said to me the day he broke up with me he said he couldn’t handle it I had cancer and he couldn’t handle it.” I stopped when Miles hugged me to his chest

“I’m sorry but if they left you that means they weren’t your real friends ok real friends stay with you no matter what and im here for you ok now I need you to relax ok try getting some shut eye I’ll stop by tomorrow after work I’ll ask your mum if you could eat take out ok?”

I nodded not having the energy to talk anymore, he stood up and hit his foot on my bed.

“Sorry… He what’s that?”

He bent down and lifted a shirt of paper and started to read it out load

“Way’s To Say Goodbye” and stopped because there wasn’t anything else he flipped it and read it.

“What’s this?” he said after a minute

“It’s my bucket list before i….i”

“Before you die….” He said

“Yes”

“I have to go I’m late I’ll see you tomorrow”

He kissed me forehead then closed the door I laid there looking at my wall I had painted with my dad when I was 13 that was four years before he left.

I closed my eyes thinking of Miles I held Star and pressed on her hand.

"If you ever feel lonely when I'm not there then hug me and look at the moon Miles will be looking right back it and you won't feel lonely anymore." The bear stopped talking.

“Goodnight Miles” I wispeard before the dark consumed me

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