not going away, my love

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Harshad nods agreeing whole heartedly "Yes I know. I am trying to leave Aditya Hooda after this ends"

"Well I never let go of Maya. She has been my favorite character to play" She says sighing a little and he raises his eyebrow looking at her as he asked "And Zoya?"

"I have learned a great deal from her. But tonight... It feels hard to let go and it's not Zoya. I will miss playing her but it's just..." she says, pausing overwhelmed by the emotions in her she can't control. Never had she felt this sense of strong attachment with her serial. She knew it was not just the serial, everyone  watched but because of her lovable handsome co-star.

"Everyone. I think it will be hard to let go of Bepannaah, the whole thing" he says nodding, understanding her right away.

It had shocked Jennifer first the way he always understood her and she never had to go out explaining things to him. He just got it. Always.

"Yeah" and maybe you,she thinks but doesn't say out loud as she looks at him

Their eyes lock on each other as they stare, millions of emotions flashing through their eyes, both of them trying to search that one emotion they want the most.

A tear slides down Jennifer's eyes and Harshad quickly puts his thumb swiping it away, slowly and softly. The way he always does, before and now. Jennifer's eehs flutter as they always do.

"Don't cry.... You have cried enough" he whispers not being able to see her in this state. Always, wanting for her to have a smile on her beautiful, cute face.

"I don't know how to stop Harshad. It's just feels like everything.....everything is happening so soon" we are going away too soon

She says in her mind again, not daring to voice her grief

Harshad however nods shifting a little in his place. "I know. It feels like yesterday we meet"

"Yeah. It was a wonderful day. As you had said 'start of a beautiful journey'" She smiles, chuckling as she remembers the first they meet about to board the plane to Mussorie for the shoot.

"It was indeed" he smiles chuckling along.

"I will miss being Aditya's Zoya as cheesy as that sounds" she says softly, if Harshad wouldn't have been sitting so close to her he wouldn't have heard her at all. He turns to face her to see her looking at him already. The meaning of her words settllinh between them like a conversation although they don't say a word.

With eyes locked on hers he replies with an intention to cheer her up but also confess "Well I will miss romancing you"

"Nonsense" she says scrunching her nose cutely as she slaps his hand then sliding her hand down his arm, sending shivers down his spine. His eyes fall her hand before he looks up as he says "It's true"

Their eyes lock for the second time and before they fall into another trance, Harshad clears his throat making Jennifer renove her hand from his, making him cold.

"What are your plans tomorrow?"he asks trying to make small talk and a small attempt to change the direction of their conversation.

"Don't"

Her voice pained yet stern, she answers with one word. Her eyes then on his, fire burning in them and he knows he shouldn't have said that.

"If you will keep tearing up like that Miss. Winget. Papa winget will kill me." he pulls her rubbing her arm, trying to comfort her like a friend and she hits his chest leaning into him like she always does.

He shrieks a little at the hit and she mumbles "You deserve it"

"Why? I am not the one ending this" he asks rubbing the area where she hir him pouting like a small child.

And the words of despair are out of her mouth before she can process. His looks, his arm around her, his smile and those twinkling eyes always set on  hers.

"But you will go away from me"

Harshad swallows, her words hiting him harder than a anything.

"Never"

They look at each other as he promises, not Aditya Hooda but Harshad Chopra Jenny thinks as her heart warms and flutters "Incase you forgot we live pretty close-"

He is cut of by her, shaking her head because "It's not the same! We won't be bantering on the sets, you irritating me, us laughing on others, laughing together, doing scenes. You going in details about how we will shoot, making me mug up all the dialogues I don't want to. Basically, handling me like i-"

He cuts off her rambling by placing a finger on her lips making her eyes go wide. He rubs his thumb on her lips slowly unable to resist the softness as he whispers, face inches away from hers " Shhhh. Come here "

He pulls her close to him, her legs on his thighs as they watch the starry sky. He starts while playing with her fingers, a habit he developed when Aditya - Zoya began to hold hands " We won't be doing all that I know Jenny. But we will do other things, like - like meet each other, me coming to meet Breezer, hanging out with the cast once awhile, hanging out with Naihal and Ani, you know that she is our fan so she will basically plan everything. It will be great..... That is unless you want to"

"What nonsense?! You think I wouldn't want to?" She moves away surprised by his hesitation and kind of upset of the fact that he would think that.

"Well... You do have your other friends and I... I don't really am the part of the groh-" he tries to reason because well their worlds are miles apart, although some people are common - they are more Jennifer's friends than his and he is a practical person.

"You're with me. You're also my friend" she says adamantly before continuing "And if I meet them doesn't mean I will not love to come with you. I would always love to come with you"

"Okay Jen" he simply says knowing their is no point arguing with her as he plays with her fingers, holding her close to him.

"Don't you ever think such nonsense things"she mumbles remembering the interview when he had said they fit.

"I... I will miss you the most"she whispers placing her head on his chest not daring to look up at him.

"I am not going anywhere or dying Jenny" he chuckles lightly making her hit his chest once again as she too laughs out

"Idiot"

"I don't want to miss you Harshad" she says looking up from his chest after two three minutes of silence.

"Then what should we do? We can't stop the serial from ending -" he is cut off by her as she says "I can do one thing"

"What? What will you do?"he raises an eyebrow, both having an idea where this is going. Both have known it for a while, hell everyone does.

"Will not let you go" she mumbles curling into him while tracing the veins of his arms. How God damn attractive is this man? She thinks.

"Jen..." he whispers tightening his hold on her waist as she stretches up looking at him,brushing her lips on  his jawline making him crazy yet at peace, both at once before completing her sentence

""Ever"

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Sometimes you don't need to say everything to say everything ♥

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