• 18 ~ Confessions •

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"Kind of" he pulls out his phone and shows pictures of us at the bar. I grab the phone, "holy shit" I mutter and he bites his bottom lip.

I reach to the kissing picture and I throw the phone back at him and he looks at the picture one more time.

"Yeah... I've been thinking about that picture" he scratches the back of his neck.

"Just forget about it" I look around the dark room avoiding to have eye contact with him.

He holds onto my chin and pulling it towards his face, "But I can't, I don't know why but I have some sort of connection with you that I can't be away with you" he caresses my cheek.

"I get jealous when you're friendly with other guys, I miss your smile and giggles. I love how you can insult us in jokes" his eyes move up and down while he moves closer.

"Please let me love you" he whispers in my ear which sends a chill through my whole body.

I try to control my breathing while he stares deeply into my eyes and moves to my right to start kissing my neck.

"J-Jinyoung" I stutter while the butterflies in my stomach fly around like crazy while he's kissing the crook of my neck.

"If you want me to stop, tell me" he whispers and pulls my hoody off and starts kissing my shoulder.

I grasp onto his hair biting onto my lip craving for more, I pull him up staring at his cherry lips.

He slowly moves closer until his lips reaches mine and the kiss felt soft and delicate but you can still feel the passion.

He grasps onto my waist aching for more and I hold onto his neck. His mouth searches deeper into the kiss and his tongue enters into my mouth.

I straddle him while his mouth takes control over mine, I could feel a bulge on my inner thigh and he moans a little in the kiss.

He stands up and grabs my leg to wrap his waist and he carries me to my room, he slowly places me on my bed.

He pulls his shirt off to expose his chest and abs and slowly slithers in between my thighs and caresses my hair while he checks out my face.

He pushes himself onto me and pulls my waist causing it to arch, I giggle a little and he pulls my shirt off and checks it over.

I start to touch his abs while he kissing my cheek and giving them playful bites but butterfly kisses. His hand then moves to the clips of the bra and my mind goes blank.

...

He rips my clothes off my body and I move backwards onto the walk while he crawls towards me.

He picks me up over his shoulder and throws me into the bed.

"Baby, I'm too tired. Please another day" I beg him and he chuckles. "I'm in the mood for sex so we're going to have sex, whether you like it or not"

He pulls down my panties and I instantly cover myself. He reaches for the back of my bra and unclips the bra, he smiles at my breasts and I look away from the disgust.

He hovers over me and thrusts into my pelvis.

...

Jinyoung stops to see my blank face and quickly grabs my blanket to cover me, "Are you ok?" He asks and my eyes hover around the room and then to him.

"I'm sorry, let me make it up" I push my lips onto him but the feeling has disappeared. I force myself onto him but he pushes me away softly.

"Don't force it" he whispers sighing. He wraps his arms around me and I nuzzle my head into his chest.

"My ex boyfriend" I whisper and you feel vibrations from his chest when Jinyoung says "Hmm?"

He looks down and I move my head away to look at him, "My ex boyfriend made me this way"

"You don't have to tell me" he cups my cheeks into his big hands and I shake my head.

"I need to" I mutter looking at my hands and then his.

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A/N

I can promise you half of the back story will be featured in the next chapter! 💛

I can promise you half of the back story will be featured in the next chapter! 💛

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