Chapter 20 : Lonely again

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« I didn't mean to date you just to cry togetherI didn't mean to create memories to be left with painI've once again become strangers with someone so easilyI didn't just love you to break up with youGoodbyeAs we part towards the rough pathAfter yo...

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« I didn't mean to date you just to cry together
I didn't mean to create memories to be left with pain
I've once again become strangers with someone so easily
I didn't just love you to break up with you
Goodbye
As we part towards the rough path
After you leave me, I hope you
Only walk on the path with flowers »
Goodbye Road, Ikon (😍)

Jennie POV

"We've been stupid enough to throw everything away and for what?! For some manipulative bitches who just needed attention waiting with their legs wide open for anyone to get them to the top"

Silence has fallen on the room since Jimin said my name. I feel their confused look on me but I can't move.

I would swear on everything I own and love that I just heard my heart crack in my chest. I swear I can feel it crumbling down into piece, hurting me, shrinking my lunches, but in the same time I don't feel anything

I just stare at the man in front of me, his voice echoing in my mind louder and louder

His eyes meet mine and...

...I don't see anything

I don't see anything about the man I've spend time with, I've laughed with, I've slept with.

A noise brings my attention to the main door next to me. I see Jisoo sneaking her head in; she must have been tired waiting for my signal in the car. Like a robot I slowly turn my head and whispers firmly

- Go home, now.

She stares at me for a while blanked but finally nods.

- Jennie I, I mean we...

I snap back my head in Jimin's direction and he instantly stops talking. I guess my expression speaks for me. I must look terrifying

And honestly I'm quite terrified. I'm deadly calm. I don't feel anything, I'm empty.

I force myself to repeat the words I just heard but it does nothing...like my whole soul is frozen, my whole life is on pause.

Yoongi keeps looking at me, breathing heavily, still furious as everyone around us is looking completely suspended to movements.

I make a step forward I don't really know why, just to force myself to move. Suga stares at me and shakes his head a little bit, his blond bang floating on his eyes. I'm captivated by his every move until I read the word on his lips instead of properly hearing them

- Leave.

I open my mouth in "oh", taken by surprise.

Am I dreaming?

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