my thoughts 5.

September 22

y'all thank goodness they did call me in to work at 10:30 this morning. I honestly would not have been able to do that. I woke up feeling so exhausted and dead and sick. Also I'm losing my voice and my job requires me to talk to other people so that just wouldn't have worked. Oh but I have to work later today which is a big L

I can honestly barely keep my eyes open. A sister is struggling

I need to clean my car and get an air freshener. It smells like fast food and it's just gross

Today at work I dropped plates and broke them. Then I cut myself. Fun. I really was not having a great time. Plus I'm sick and my ears are clogging and it was hard to hear people ordering

but I had my two fav boys working so I talked to them most of the time. Ngl some girls who work there are intimidating as frick. And I can tell a lot of them don't like me because I don't know what the fudge I'm doing. So yeah that adds to the list of reasons I don't like it and want to quit. Literally just the vibes I get aren't welcoming and I just feel like an outcast and it's not great:/ at first everyone was so sweet and so welcoming but that's definitely not the case now. Trust me tho a lot of girls still are super sweet and nice but the people I worked with today aren't my favs and I'm not their favorite either. maybe hopefully one day it'll get better?

I wish I did my hw today because I had lots of time to do it before work but that didn't happen. And tmr I want to run a few errands then go to work so I probs won't have much time to do it