my thoughts 5.

July 20

my first adventure as a 16 year old was taking the garbage out at 12:30 am. Pretty exciting if I do say so myself.

currently I'm writing this at 1 am but I have an alarm set for a morning run during sunrise and I hope I can pull through and actually do it. I wanna start 16 off right ya know plus it'll be so pretty. AND it'll be nice and cool outside so it's refreshing

lmao there wasn't a sunrise but I was up. I just didn't go on a run either

my parents make me cry. It's like why you gotta be like that?

omg jf (like THE jf from first semester) snapped me wishing me a happy bday then he sent me like 10 videos of his dog lol. He knows I love his dog lmao. Then he snapped me saying "Even though I put you through a rough time I still appreciate you a lot" THAT ACTUALLY MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD. looking back at the whole situation now I was kinda over dramatic lmaoooo

my stomach is in so much pain. It's not cramps but I think it's because all I've eaten today was like 10 brownies. I should probably actually eat a meal

holy crap I watched Connor Flanagan's live and he waved at me then he said "kathlyn wagner (and he said my name right!!!) youre an avid follower and I appreciate you" OMG THAT MADE ME SO HAPPY. The fact that he said my name right too made me so happy. And he saved the live so ya girl is gonna screen record that ish

I strongly dislike being home on my birthday. I have established that. I hope in the coming years I have some event that involves me NOT being home. that would be great.

omg I just want to cry and my period is not helping anythingggggggisjvjsocwkcjjsgcuroakvjeogothdvsj

EFF MY BIRTHDAY IM OVER THIS SHIZ. it was all good when I was with my friends but like why did my mom plan this little party for herself and her friends and I had no say in it? Why couldn't I do something I wanted to do? Why am I the one alone in my room doing nothing except being on the verge of crying because this is not how I wanted my birthday to be like? ugh I'm such an over dramatic and emotional bitch I hate myself