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Unhappy || KNJ ||

  I can't come home tonight 

 That was the text that had appeared on your screen. 

Seeing as it was from your husband you can't help but feel a pang of pain in your heart as you read his message.  This had been going ever since, six years after your marriage

 You immediately called his number and he picked up after a few rings

 "Where are you?" You asked. Your voice cracking in the process

 "I'm here inside the car. I'm about to make another delivery" Namjoon yawned as you heard 

"Why do you keep doing this?" 

 "Doing what?" 

 "Everything! Do you know how my life became a mess when you came?!" Before you knew it you were already yelling and crying your heart out as you recalled every single thing that made your life a down fall "You always don't come home and everything you say is about work. Heck, you I don't even here you say "I love you" anymore! Tell me are you cheating on me?"

 "What are you saying? I would never cheat on you." 

 "Oh really? I received a bill from your credit card last month and was all about you going to bars and motels! Now tell me, how isn't that cheating?! We have a child Namjoon! How can you do this?!" You yelled over the phone as tears beamed and burst out to roll down your cheeks even more

 "I swear I didn't do anything. Please Y/N. Why can't you just trust me" Namjoon had a very tired tone. Not even having the energy to raise his voice

 "How can I trust you when you always come home late" You chocked on your sobs trying to muster the words that you try to say

 "Being a salesman is hard. It's hard to persuade people to buy your products. And my boss doesn't let me go until I get my job done right. Y/N please understand and don't jump into assumptions" Namjoon sighed

 "You know what, let's end this here! I've had enough of everything. We're too unhappy together! I don't know why I ended up with you in the first place. If I knew this would happen, the only thing I could wish for is not meeting you and not knowing your existence. We're too unhappy together!" You lashed out trying to get everything out of your chest

 "I want a divorce" With that, the line became silent with only the heavy breathing of your husband could be heard

 "You're right. But did you ever think of my life too?! It also sucked, Y/N! Everything is fucked up! So don't act as if your life is the only one ruined! Let's get divorced!" Namjoon couldn't contain himself and lashed out as he whimpered

 "Alright. Let's get a divorce" You tiredly said as you felt weak at how he actually agreed for the both of you to separate

 You hanged up and threw your phone. You felt yourself crash to the ground and cried endlessly with the rain dripping outside

 As well for Namjoon he was crying and shouting inside his car gripping tightly onto the steering wheel 

 Only, he knew that those going to motels and bars were not his purchases but his stepbrother's

 If only you knew. Maybe everything could've been fixed  

Hi! sorry for this boring oneshot. My writing is bad I hope to fix it when I make other stories

This oneshot btw is inspired by the drama "Go Back Couple"