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Embrace || JJK ||

Your POV

11:46 PM. I was walking down the street, clearing off my mind. 2 months have passed since that day

August 5 2029  ~Past~

"Hey Hun!" I greeted Jungkook that was doing something on his laptop

"Work was so exhausting! How about you? How was your day?" I plopped on the bed kicking my shoes off

"Yeah, sure" He didn't even take his eyes of the screen and wheat worse is he didn't even know what I was asking about

I sat down beside him on the couch. I have been always wondering what happened to the old Jungkook. The Jungkook I knew back then has changed. After a year of our marriage he started to get cold that he would barely even talk to me. We would even sleep, having a big space between us. I began to massage his back to ease the stress that he was having. He let out a moan of relaxation and went back on typing

"Hun, are you getting tired of me?" I stopped massaging and sat back down

"Huh? What are you talking about?" He asked with no emotions not even looking at me

"I mean we never had a proper conversation ever since" he stared at me for 5 seconds and then back to his laptop furrowing his eyebrows

"Y/N you know I'm always busy with the company"

"I know bu-"

"Just go to sleep you still have work tomorrow" he said and I just nodded. Since I don't want to fight

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I woke up, sunlight shining directly to my face. I looked beside me, Jungkook wasn't in bed anymore. I head downstairs seeing him sipping on his coffee

"Good morning" I planted a kiss on top of his head and just received a nod from him

I sat at the opposite of him and he passed me a brown envelope. I took it out to see what it was

"W-what?"

"You want a d-divorce?" My lips tremble and my body stiffened

"Isn't it obvious"

"B-but why"

"Simple." He paused and took a deep breath

"I don't want to be with you anymore."

I couldn't believe it! After all that we've been through, this is what he returns!

"What the heck Jeon! Is that it! I have loved you with all my heart and what you give me back are freaking divorce papers! Why? Did I ever lack of giving you my attention? My time? What did I do? Did I do something wrong? Wasn't I enough?

"It's not that Y/N-"

"Then what is it?!"

"I was forced by my parents to marry you. Without you knowing. I pretended that I loved you, because if I didn't, they would take everything away from me and it was for the sake of my parent's company too. Your parents also knew about this but it had to be kept from you"

"Are you damn serious! You never even thought of what I would feel! Bullshit Jeon Jungkook! I loved you ever since but I just knew that you never loved me back. Fine then, I'll sign these papers because I don't want to be with a jerk like you!" I grabbed a pen that he provided, signed the papers and immediately ran upstairs to pack all my things

As I went down the stairs, done packing all my things up, Jungkook was still sitting in the dining room, sipping on his coffee, not even caring about what just happened

What a complete jerk.

October 5 2029  ~Present~

I was still hurting from what happened. It stabbed me in the heart more than a million times

I didn't realize that I was dozing off, until I bumped into someone

Jungkook's POV

Ever since that day, when we got divorced; at first I wasn't affected, but as time passed I remember all the memories we had, I questioned myself why didn't I fall for her and now it's starting to hurt. It seems like my brain tells me that I have never loved her but my heart keeps telling me that I felt something for her, even just a little

It felt like I was having regrets, but why? Is it because I loved her but never noticed? It's 11:47 at night. I'm walking down the street trying to clear my mind. But I bumped into someone and I surprised me to see who it was

Y/N

Her eyes had widen and got teary all of a sudden when she saw me. We stood there still. Not uttering any word. We looked deep into each other, and her eyes. Her eyes were glistening under the gleaming moon, her nose that was so adorable and her lips that were kissable and plump. I have just realized that I have lost something very precious. I was too dumb on letting her go

"J-jungkook"

"Huh oh, Y-Y/N. What are you doing here, this late at night"  I stuttered and could feel beads of sweat were forming in my forehead even in this cold weather

"Just walking, having some fresh air" Her voice that sounded like an angel, I was missing it

"O-oh" I said with a hint of nervousness and she awkwardly laugh

"Yeah, It was n-nice bumping into you. I-I'll be going now" she walked passed me but I grabbed her hand and embraced her in my arms

She was still at first but she tried getting out of the tight grip after, but that made me hug her tighter

Your POV

I was to shocked when he pulled me into an embrace. I was trying to get out of his grip but he wouldn't budge

"Y/N I'm sorry"

He's what?

Is he serious?

He can't be. Right? 

"I'm sorry. I have regretted so much. I never knew how much I love you till the day we parted ways. I'm so sorry. Please give me one more chance. I'll make it right this time. I will love you eternally. I'll fix my mistakes and make it up to you" his eyes were glossy due to the tears building up

He is serious, but I can't love him anymore. I'm already trying hard to move on and I don't want to go back to the man that shattered me into pieces and just left me laying

"I can't, Jungkook. I can't afford to love you back. I'm sorry

Jungkook's POV

It hurts even more hearing that she couldn't love me anymore. I'm such an idiot. I shouldn't have thought about having divorce

"Then let me just feel your embrace for the last time and pretend that you're still mine"

She hugged me. I sighed and my body was relaxed by her touch, but

she had to let go and said her last words before we part our ways... Forever

"Goodbye Jungkook"