Cupid's Girl Has Fallen

We've Fallen

PROLOGUE

i layed here on the grass beside Joshua. i felt something i wasnt supoosed to feel. LOVE. i've fallen into something so dangerous yet sweet. i looked at Joshua as he grabbed my hand. i felt electricity run and flow through my veins as we made contact. am i doing the right thing by falling in love? it feels so wrong since i know im not supossed to but yet at the same time it feels so right.i as i thought about the danger i was putting myself into i was snapped back to reality when Joshua sat up. so i sat up to. Joshuas beautiful emerald green eyes burning into mine.

"are you ok?" he ask as he let go of my hand. he sounded concerned. i know no longer felt the electricity i loved to feel. "yes." i replied with a smile but that was a lie. "are you sure. you dont look like it." Joshua asked. how can a immortal read me so well?

"im sure." i said still smiling. "ok. just checking." he said smiling back. we sat here in silence for a while. the breeze was blowing my hair softly. i felt his hand intertwine with mine again. i felt more power of electricity flow this time. something is going to happen.

"Halo there is something i wanted to tell you..." Joshua said finally breaking the silence. i was kinda worried. we not together so what does he have to tell me. i thought about it pretty hard. i can tell by my surrounding it has to do with emotions. i raised an eyebrow. "what is it?" i said trying not to sound worried. "i know were not together an all but i love you." he said im one breath. did i just hear the words "i love you" escape his mouth? i was shocked an scared.  if he feels love then i do to.  so this is how it feels? thats why i felt electricity. 

i didnt want what i was going to say next hurt him but im pretty sure it is. before i could say a word i searched his eyes for a sign of emotion. i could now tell he was nervous that i am silent. finally the words came out. "i love you too Joshua but..." i was cut off. "but what?" he said sadly. i didnt want to tell him but im proctecting myself. i never loved before and im not supossed to. "i cant love you. im sorry..." i finally blurted out. he looked at me confused. i searched his eyes once more for a different emotion and i found sadness. since i am Cupid's daughter i feel peoples feelings an emotions. and right now i feel the same as Joshua. HURT. "why?" he asked sadly. he also sounded diappointed. i tried to stop myself from letting a tear fall but it did. "i cant tell!" were my last words.